But Its Okay By Chloe

I’m crazy in love haven’t left my bed all day
But it’s Okay!
I’m only fooling myself
The real world starts on the floor and I’m not about to
Land it but its okay!
I’m not heading anywhere
Its 32 degrees in my head, lying underneath the moon
Can’t escape the mood
I’m not about to leave my room
For something far from my imagination
I’m crazy in love haven’t you herd about it
My expressions are exploding
Surprises are arriving
And it’s all because of you
I’m only fooling myself
The real world starts on the floor and I’m not about to land it
But it’s okay

Defenceless By Chloe

I couldn’t write anything unless it was about to prove
Something provoked to me

And it would start of a little like this
Everything we did
Everything you ever thought you said
Never made it through the gates of my heart especially the part
Where you’d stand and spin the rumours you herd about me right in my face
I’m the girl who sings along to make you drown your self out
You’re the boy who never learnt to establish a better life outside his head

Can’t turn this Mic around when it’s aiming at you
The words you stewed are coming right back at you

I couldn’t write anything unless it was about to prove
That our life together was always about you

Don’t tell me I’m defenceless
Who’s the one that stood up and let you down?
Your life is just a pity playful school girl game

Don’t tell me I’m defenceless

Curtains By Chloe

Tear back the curtains
See the world that doesn’t know what brought you to buying those tissues at 2am
The world has a few problems of its own

Don’t confess that those tears aren’t thoughtful are cared a lot too
By you
Deep inside you no what’s happening is more then real
Unlike before it was only a small warning
Now the condition you’ve been diagnosed
Won’t stop you from suffering, can’t be shoulder to cry on
But it will help with the times you feel down

Tear back the curtains
See the world
Deep inside you no what’s happening is more then real
Yet you feel like doing absolutely nothing

Your rating of suffering stands on ground zero
The world doesn’t know what brought you to buying those tissues
But there’s ones out there That wouldn’t understand what you’re feeling
They’ve been grounded with an unsatisfactory life

Waiting for someone like you to forget their past
wish them a merry Christmas and in reply they wish you a happy new year
and that you have

Blind Fold By Chloe

EVERY MOMENT I GET TO EXPOSE WHAT BLIND FOLDS ME
I FEEL THE AUDIENCE FROM BEHIND ME ARE HOLDING ON
TOO LET LOSE AND CRY

WAS IT WHAT I SAID, I COULD OF SPENT LESSER THEN A WHOLE DAY TRYING TO
EXPRESS MY WAYS
BUT I LEFT MYSELF HANGING OF THE STAGE

CURLED UP BOX SURPRISE ISN’T WHAT
MY HEART WAS ASKING, I KNOW HOW LUCKY I AM
I’M JUST A MILLION MILES AWAY BY DAY
MOST THE TIME YOUR OKAY WITH THE DISTANCE
BUT IT’S BEEN
A WHILE ON YOUR CALENDAR AND ITS GETTING WEAK

SHE SAID THERE WAS TRUTH BETWEEN THE
IMAGINATION WE EACH CREATE BUT I’M FEELING FABLE
WHEN SHE SPEAKS HER MIND

BESIDES WHAT WOULD SHE KNOW?
I JUST WANNA EXPOSE WHAT BLIND FOLDS ME
SURELY FINDING A CURE FOR MY LOVE LIGHT

SHE SPEAKS, YET I CHOICE NOT TO HEAR HER, UNTIL MY TURN IS UP

Dolls-House

THEY’RE LIVING LIFE IN THE FORM OF A DOLLS-HOUSE
MOTHER, FATHER, BOY & GIRL

CAN’T SAY I’VE SEEN YOU UPSET
CAN’T SAY I’VE SEEN YOUR LIFE MESSY
SEEMS ALWAYS NEATLY ARRANGED

FOUR CHAIRS AND A TABLE, RIGHT NEXT TO A LOUNGE
THEY’RE LIVING LIFE IN A FORM OF A DOLLS-HOUSE
SMALL ENOUGH NOT ABLE TO FIT FIRE
BIG ENOUGH NOT TO OF BEEN MOVED
MOTHER, FATHER, BOY & GIRL
BETWEEN YOUR FOUR WALLS YOU HEAR IT ALL
CAN’T SAY WE’VE SEEN YOUR LIFE MESSY
SEEMS ALWAYS NEATLY ARRANGED

DON’T GET TOO COMFY IN THAT ROOM
WHERE ABOUT TO MOVE YOU

CAUGHT SLEEPING IN THE DARK
LIGHTS ARE ON AND YOU’VE GOT THAT LOOK IN YOUR BLUE SKIED EYES
YOU MAY WANT A NEW LIFE STYLE BUT I DEALT THE CHANGE

THEY’RE LIVING LIFE IN THE FORM OF A DOLLS-HOUSE
AND I CAN’T HELP BUT MOVE THEM

You Looked OMG

YOU LOOK AT THE PAST AS IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN IT IN A WHILE
YOU’VE ONLY BEEN GONE SINCE THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU
OTHER THEN ALWAYS BEING THERE
WILLING AND ALWAYS CARING TO MOVE RIGHT ON

CAN’T SAY I SAW THIS DAY COMING I’M STILL STUNNED
OMG

BROKEN PIECES ON THE FLOOR
CAN’T WAIT TO PICK UP THE SILENCES OF IT ALL
MANY DAYS WAVING WANDS OF WONDERING
ABOUT THE WAY YOU SEEMED TO ALWAYS BE ABLE TO SAY GOODBYE
IT’S LIKE WE MEANT NOTHING TOO YOU AT ALL

WERE WITH YOU

For what we see is far from what you wish
We lay the dead to rest
Make way for the butterflies make way for the new beginnings
Were about to start again with an spectacular approach

You take a deep breath and try work out your ways

Wither your here for the good
Or here to be let a stray, taken back to the beginning on bad behavior
Too start all over again as the embarrassing butterflies
Covered in purple and pink poka dots
For what we see is far from what you wish

You go good play a song that singles you out
To the point you wanna
Become someone better then who you are
Make way for the butterflies
Make way for the new beginnings

You’ve lain what you’ve lost to rest only to lead you stronger

Inspired by the minds around you
Hand on shoulder and voices whispering ‘I’m with you
You go good, play a song that singles you out
To the point you wanna become someone better
Then who you are, from that

The crowded from behind you screams
I’m with you

Just A Little Bit Of You & I By Chloe Rae

U and I are together for a matter of fact

But it’s not at all that easy to bring back the closeness we felt long ago

The crack in the walls ,The slip of the eyes to another man

Gluing down wont stop it from coming back up

Materials are your world I sit and talk too my girls

You just can’t let it go it wasn’t too you

Can’t help but slip up

My life isn’t meant to be kept secret between these four walls

The crack in the walls

The slip of the eyes to another man, gluing down won’t stop it from coming back up

But it’s not at all that easy

To bring back what we once had

The shoulder you cry on has fallen

OMG YAY

Dont really Post these but Why not right.

Writing to feel those feelings By Chloe Rae

I began writing to feel those feelings you have when you relies you love someone

And you don’t want them too know

But at times you feel like your falling waiting to be woken from a dream

Would explain the broken heart

Tell me what too say

Can’t think right with my head

I see you now middle of May over and done with

Like it meant nothing at all

Why does what I want work its way into my mind

To sound so negative might it be saving me from what it wants?

Poor a glass of cold water couldn’t stop thinking

Should I continue texting considering everything?

I’m saying is only a distraction to what

I’m feeling

Put my phone down grab a pad & pen

Start writing to feel those feelings when you relies you

Love someone

Holly’Smile

I sit and wait for the holly smile you have to come smiling my way

But I knew from the start I wouldn’t be seeing it for a while

Since we moved away I left your smile there by its self

But bravely you kept that holly smile on display

It broke me down, then built me back up

Couldn’t work out what was going on

I knew you were what I needed

But I couldn’t change the way of the world

Id name a street after you so

I could call you my own

And no you were always a place I could call home

I sit and wait for the holly smile

You have to come smiling my way

It just makes me crazy “I can’t sincerely .... Dot Chloe no more

Hoping for a job to lead me further away

When all I want is you at my side

Smiling as always letting me no” your okay

But I knew from the start I wouldn’t be seeing it for a while

Since we moved away I left your smile there by its self

But bravely you kept that holly smile on display

You taught me to think brave when you knew it wasn’t okay to be happy

I can barely think for myself let alone another person

Smiling as always to let me no you’re okay

Keeps my heart flashing the right colors to show you?

How fantastic you are

Just a Minute will do By Chloe Rae

I’m over hearing about this good person

Can’t you just let it be? I’ve tried to let you see me for me

Without my face on, yet you still rather see the fake me

Silent but violent uninterested able me

I write what I have bubbling up inside

Have you read that? No!

Wonder why?

Can scream but what good would that do?

You have changing feelings like water down a stream

Can i scream now? My thoughts are weighing up

Don’t you wanna help me out and finally listen to what I’m about?

Oh your not that thick are you?

Always roaming about dot com’ing until daylight

I write what I have bubbling up inside

You’re the fire inside my heart ‘that keeps the thoughts alive

Please let go remove the fire from my soul

It keeps me wondering

I don’t want to wonder no more

Goodbye the bay By Chloe Rae

The tattoo of my home on my heart is gone

See me day dreaming

Knock, knock nobody is home

The feelings I had for this place are long gone

Only evidence I still care

Are my friends surrounding bays and views of what was once there?

All at once my tattoo started to drain away

The colour of my cells began to come clear to me

As it just washed away out of my system out of me

Good bye the bay

By the boy in the pictures By Chloe Rae

We see what we wanna see

I have you and me standing on the edge of the sea

Acting like we were three

Feelings of freedom back then are brought too me now

As I go through the photo album

What broke us only what made me stronger?

Can’t have been bad, but surely made me sad for days on end

Brother by the boy in the pictures

not by the way you behave at all

We see what we want too see

but can’t hide from the fact you were happy

The whole time what ever went wrong?

Brother by the boy in the pictures hoping the distance wouldn’t last for ever

Where we should be, who I’m with By Chloe Rae

I hold my heart where my mouth should be

God kissed my throat and set my spirit free

Yet you still plea

Shine for us

Shine for me

‘Our history places its myths back into me

Lifting my webbed past memories

Breaking knots in family ties

Release the cap to my mind bottled up

Message in a bottle in the ocean

Written only for me

Yet I still can’t’ feel the bright lights coming from within me

Yet you’re never left in the dark around me,

Please say I’m not blinding

I feel inspired surrounded by all of you

Candles in the wind always light

That’s who we are

Sway sway, day after day always edgy but

Bright bold and always pleasingly beautiful

Ill shine for you

And always shine for us

That’s who we are

Bright lights making sure the ones around us

Are never kept in the dark

I love you undone

I don’t always say I love you because it can be said by anyone

But I go by the way your feeling because you’re the only one who’s really feeling it

For our mind power, Sight of our laughter

In the desert some where waiting to be discovered

By the ones whom need no love youse too full them?

With what they thought they might have been missing

But I got by the way your feeling because

You’re the one who’s really feeling it tonight

By Chloe Rae

Im standing here while my heart is over there

Ready to slide slide away

The hopes id lie awake dreaming are nearly gone

I cant take the pain anymore

Just one heartslide gone wrong

Why isnt anyone caring

Looking busy but very useless

Affecting By Chloe.rae

That day that moment comes around

Ill makes sure I don’t let it down

Spring into action for my new addiction

Leaving you lonely thinking just a little of 100% Recycled

For another Lonely soul, just waiting to be dialled out to

Find your perfect escape

Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay

Now I’m just not sure

Oh how it’s affecting you

Too see someone so happy without you these days

That day that moment came around

A little too fast for you

Gotta bit weak by the end of our long togetherness relationship

The thought we couldn’t do it anymore

Will we always be together still?

You no

You matter too me always and forever

No matter who comes between us ill always care so much about you

Calling to let you no I’m always here for us

Not about to give us up

Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay

Now I know you are

Leaving you lonely thinking just a little of 100% Recycled

For another Lonely lad, just waiting to be dialled out to

Find your perfect escape

Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay

And I replied me too

Life Alive

I’ve tried my best to keep my life alive

Not afraid to fight the “what ifs’

Not about to turn you down “what if”

With you by my side you keep the feeling of my love alive

No flower is about to die

No building is about to dive down

For were the ones standing

Two feet silently standing on the ground floor of the world we share

I’ve tried my best to hear it all

Even the worst. When all else fails

I herd it go down and bring its self up again

I’ve tried my worst

I’ve tried my last

I’ve tried with all that I’ve had left

To make sure you’d always surround me

Looking up to what excites me

Too looking down to which fails me deeply

Just hope you notice my worst, my last

Even when I’m brought back down to earth for my last words alive

Good Night Land Ships

Change the water I feel like I’m drowning amongst the crowd

While everyone is standing aboard there land ships alive

My mind is wondering about just wondering off

Hope we don’t go down tonight

Tricky tock stop the clock were waiting on the hours

To bring back our feelings I can’t rename my pets after they’ve been buried alive

I suppose you could live without fluffy for another life time

Names die but the pet always stays alive

Change the water I feel like I’m drowning amoungst the crowd

My mind is wondering about just wondering

Hope we don’t go down tonight

No life guards alive to rescue you

While you’re falling deeper in too sleep

Good Night

By Chloe

Drifty

So much soul much so for the bit of wasted Mind

Awarding it of course too you

Showing hearts introducing flowers

Regrets in simple unsigned cards at Christmas

Please don’t make me say what my future hold in store for me

Hiding from

Seeing you move far away

I chose too ignore it and not believe it

Yet every day feels a little distant in the most familiar way

I can’t help but to speak before I think

But some times it’s just right for me

I keep wide awake at night to hear your last words

The night drops cold

Hours slip away slowly

As I relies that today was the day you walked away

So much soul much so for the bit of wasted mind

Awarding it of course too you

My one and only friend

Settle the dreams

The nights about to make the fear of fractures appear

I feel us breaking apart

But keeping together in a sticky together way

I can’t help but to speak before I think

Is that okay

Just hiding from you

From moving away

Before I knew it was receiving cards then flowers

Poisoned by my own words I spoke

Showing hearts introducing flowers

Regrets in simple unsigned cards at Christmas

I can’t fight the thought of ignoring it

Because I’m the one who said it

So long goodbye

Why the just

The thoughts in my head are just writing out faster

My hands on down time what ever went wrong?

Thinking its all going good, then going going now gone

I know you’ve been through your times

The amount of times i tried cant you see the times im seeing

The ones which wont move out of the way from being right in front of me

The thoughts in my head are just writing out faster

Hear them speak lead me to say

Why why

See me all escaped with no where to go

You cant speak ‘ but what makes you think im gonna hear you

Escape why why why

The thoughts split the time right down

Half past couldnt care less yet your still here

The ones which wont move out of the way from being right in front of m e

Why why

The thoughts in my head are just writing out faster

Break Away

Broken down. one way road off too see my dreams

Don’t make me out to be the one in between

I’ve seen & herd it all

Mostly in the silent sounds of night

You use to crash and bring it down

Bit by bit heartless and never sorry

Talk about confusing

Our story never gets easy

Living to break away

Can’t make it seem easy

Living it makes it that much harder

Standing alone im a solo fighter

Broken down ,one way road

Off too see my dreams

don’t make me out to be the one in between

I’ve seen & herd it all

My mind isn’t made up on what ive seen

I hope your in for a fight because

Im not about to bring my dreams down

Our story never gets easy

Living to Break away

World

Nothings gonna stop me from wishing you the bestest

But

Nothings gonna stop you from being so self-centred

With you in the bubble / Birds in the tree

feel the whispers everywhere

With you their and me here

But

Nothings gonna stop me from wishing you the bestest

But

Nothings gonna stop you from being so self-centred

Beware Gravity doesn’t bring you down to earth

Cause we surely cant make you see

Nothings gonna stop me from wishing you the bestest

On your very first day

Welcome to the world

By Chloe Rae

Silence

The silence that hangs over the door

Over the halo above you

I no what you could be thinking and no better then to help you

The silence is catching

Hear over the hills the ocean waves are crashing

Morning will soon be coming

The silence that hangs over the door

Over the halo above you

Just moments ago I herd peep

There it goes again back to the way it were

Back too the moment where we weren’t seen before ten am

In My Surroundings

My surroundings are slowly falling

Breaking in their own ways

Ain’t no way Im making my confessions today?

Just learnt to wipe the tears away

Sit down

Thoughts of mine need to be said aloud

A silver sparkle of a distant cow bell

I never saw a future in front of me

Before like I do now

I never knew someone could be cared for as I do now

Knowing moving forward is a foot impression

For the following crowd

My surroundings are building their way up

To brighter days

See You

I see you

I cant wait too miss you

The joy is over exciting

No thrill can put on a smile like I do

Cant bring on the feeling im having now

You were there from the day I realised the eyes

Im seeing through are my own

Of my own control

You stand more too me then

Anyone else I know who breathes

I thought when they were floating they were

Just resting till

they were disintegrating

I see you

I cant wait too miss you

The joy is over exciting

No thrill can put on a smile like I do

Cant bring on the feeling im having now

I could dream of something more

Live with something I don’t want

Think of things that isn’t me

Make risks which dig holes in the ground

Take time to feel my heart to make sure im still human

I see you

I cant wait too miss you

The joy is over exciting

No thrill can put on a smile like I do

By Chloe Rae

Little Girl

Hey little girl

You’re the one

You’re the one

Remember the time you said oh come along we cant walk the streets

Our feet will soon be burning the lotion is lost

See you soon im not burning up on the streets

Hey little girl

You’re the one

You’re the one

Who made me STOP?

By the way that was you

Told me the stars at night don’t have time to think twice

The moon is there to protect them ‘in case of day light

They shine bright just for you

Hey little girl, little girl

You’re the one

You’re the one

Brought me up when I was floating

Struggled your way to the top just to bring me down

The time I didn’t remember my happy place

You Brought me back too the middle

you changed the way of my heart

For trying and achieving

Hey little girl, little girl

You’re the one

You’re the one

The day it rains

smile to put the light back into the sun

Hey little girl

You’re my only one

By Chloe Rae

Down to a Tee

You mean the world too me

I barely have enough slash energy

pit less emotions too

convince you of the

butterflies and bright Sundays

smiles you leave me

Sitting back cuddled up by the fire

You made me feel free so easily

Run over the sand waves

Our imagination had the ocean

as our own private location

Strip down to a Tee

Scream & Shout around

You always said it was okay

You never let us feel left out

Lead us to take centre stage

Without feeling afraid

You mean the world too me

I barely have enough time to shout it out

But I could sing it aloud

I want the world to hear

What im feeling

Im the one in the ocean who isn’t drowning

You always said it was okay

You never let us feel left out

Lead us to take centre stage

Without feeling afraid

Strip down to a Tee, scream you mean the world too me

By Chloe Rae

Cant steam Sadness

CCan’t steam away the tears you hold over me

All through the day I stop, stare think of you

Remove my memories from losing hope

Surrounded by colourful souls of individual memories

I couldn’t wait a single day

To be reminded of how you made me smile

Reminded of what was taken in my memorabile fortune

Like a cloth on flames

A stream of cotton steadily still

Just bright and colourful

All through the day I stop, stare think of you

You’re the inspiration for keeping my

Imagination full

Take me back too that hill

Watch the leave fall

Uncover the names’

Edward Paul

Spin it around

Around

See the day we let you drift away

Feel the pain of the moment you slipped away

Like a cloth on flames

A stream of cotton steadily still

Wont/cant forget the day

Let the breeze carry you

Away………….

By Chloe

Split minded sleepers

Split minded sleepers

Wide awake in a 1am world

Love hearts with blood cells

Reaching gloves waving up above like married doves

Living life through the images of tentacles coming after me

Lose a shoe sail set for the sea

We ain’t about to turn around

Stay a drift well hung below the moon and surrounding stars

Drop from the weakness of our knees

Music from our waist keeps us swaying

Safely Home

1am wont keep me awake before the flowers burn from a loving heart

Split minded sleepers always find there way to drift apart

plan a escape with me 1am is a place to start

By Chloe Rae

Own Ways

Letter to myself asking for advice for my so called friend

The bridge we built just dropped to the ground

I like you way better when your not like me

and don’t act like them

Ill find away to listen through too your

heart by playing

The type of music that splits us apart

Never thought it would come easy nor that little bit too hard

Those days from calling me crazy are over breaking open a whole new day

Letter to myself asking for advice for my so called friend

That bridge we built together doesn’t stand another chance over me

Never thought it would come easy nor that little bit too hard

I like you way better when your not like me and don’t act like them

Write that letter ill find my own way

By Chloe,Rae

Xray

The nights on the lay low

Unfortunately my family ain’t a saint with halos

Im tired of not sleeping in

But I can see now where to begin

Like x-rays I can see right through you

Bring on the heavens of a brand

New morning with new behaviours

Take the risks of asking for some sort of favour

But I can see now where to begin

Like x-rays I can see right through you

Take a closer look notice the difference

It happens to be the fracture’s

Aching the family too crack

The nights on the lay low

Headlines flash across the horizon of headlines in the morning paper

Good morning new behaviour

no need too ask for that favour

I see a hard days work visited by a pay check later

See you walking the extra mile

I can see now where to begin

The nights on the lay low

Unfortunately my family ain’t a saint with halos

Im tired of not sleeping in

But I can see now where to begin

Like x-rays I can see right through you

Take a closer look notice the difference

It happens to be the fractures

Aching the family too crack

Bring on the heavens of a brand

New morning with new behaviours

Take the risks of asking for some sort of favour

But I can see now where to begin

Like x-rays I can see right through you

By Chloe

Branched Out

It was October Nineteen ninety nine another plan day in primary

But this day was unlike any other, I meet this girl by the slide

She threw bark N things for a way to make friends weird as it seems

I believed her ‘she’d become my swim partner then sooner my best friend

Sitting outside the clinic playing in a old tree singing and playing

Became a fan site after a short while

Kids got married in the tree of hopes & dreams

Till one day my dad came too school and told me it was time to go

Grabbed my bags and things never to return again

Two thousand Went to a new school with no slides just poles

And a few swinging things

Meet some nice kids in a while became good friends with them

They were older then me and left for intermediate without me

Making new friends again in the year to follow

Friended the crazy ones, scary ones, creepy ones, weird ones

Every category was filled I hadn’t a care in the world

Who I was friends with

Two thousand and two went too a new school so uncool closer to my old school then once before

But this time I knew the kids from the old school

We’d break the rules to make our own ones

Wag classes to hang out under the trees

Id meet up with my mate from primary

Who’d come to borrow the facilities

Great fun everyone began to know each other

Even skipped school to go buy candy

Two thousand and fours started High school

New faces but same old game ‘these kids were all from my first primary

Little bit of catching up too do’

Ain’t fun when the sun changes and friends turn out not to be the same

Lost a few but gained a handful

I yet again friended the weird ones but the loved ones

Everyone from primary was yet together again

Yet not under the tree but by the

(No water supplied) drinking fountain

Year nine was a great year lots of fun,

Like nineteen ninety nine again

Lucky for second chances,

Soon the year was coming to a end

We were in for a split up again

year ten came around the coroner and the kids were no where too be seen

Some left the town for a better life to fitful their dreams

But my ones & onlys were still there ‘so it was ok

Soon the dice started to role and life’s started to change

Moving countries started a

Favourite fashion for a while “keep in touch”

Two thousand and eight moved again

Australia was on the horizon

I left the ones who left me

But wished we stayed in for the final song

Started new school again what a dilemma so much of a drama

“Last year of high school “so not a big deal

Same old stories different appeal

School formal came around ‘worst & last ever ‘even the city cried

Rained the night away

But the year was so much fun

Horticulture & photography

Turned out to be fun

Only thing that’s on my mind

Where are you now?

Im still standing here waiting for the date to come around

Ain’t a day till the day we decided to sing?

Ill be waiting, you’ll be dating

The time where we can all meet up

See you at the tree which branched us out

For a successful future

By Chloe Rae'