" IF ONLY"

Am I exposed for that’s the reason?
I’m holding on from breathing the poetry slowly grew old
But you’re the excuse I held back from leaving
The times are changing as they should yet
You still stand tall like you did when we were back in
High school so long ago

Many moments I coughed up a reason
For failing yet it wasn’t always pleasing
I was losing more then I was gaining
I was a joke in the palm of your hand you could never
Release because it never grew too old

“If only” could be a sentence that would bring back the darkest hours
For that I will always and forever hold “if only” around me
Hoping to spot the sprit of laughter crawling out
In your tear
All I can say now in high wishes
Is

“IF ONLY”!!!!

By Chloe Rae