P.E.A.C.E

I left the city for freedom

Im finally living my way

The times I’ve wasted

The way I went about it

P.E.A.C.E give me back my freedom

Ill wave down the locals ask them to take me

Back to the places which brought me down

Will I ever get a proper answer?

My phones on Emergency only

I feel the way I breathe is harder living away from

The memories of you

I left the city for freedom

Im finally living my way

The times I’ve wasted

The way I went about it

P.E.A.C.E just wasn’t the answer

I left the city for freedom

Now im tried and lonely

The silence is dragging me down

Will I ever get a proper answer?

My phones on Emergency only

I feel the way I breathe is harder

P.E.A.C.E just wasn’t the answer

Echo bird/ fairytale of mine

I remember it like yesterday

The whispers were weak / times you cried

I’ve got it written down like the barrel to the neighbour’s gun

Standing upright reaching up my arm

Once upon a wasted fairytale

The twist of the matter got lost

Before the gun shots flew

Everything you said just left the

Good side of you

Will I remember yesterday or even today?

I can’t change the moment

The whispers were weak

Skin deep still

Once upon a wasted fairytale

The twist of the matter got lost

Before the gun shots flew

Everything you said just left the

Good side of you

The people around you

Saw it coming from afar

You still don’t realise how lucky you are

Everything you said just left the good side of you

No wasting time on empty words

Said nor herd

Too many times life stood still

By Chloe Rae.

Saving Fall

I can count the waves in the oceans

But tears won’t resist

running Away from me /Circle the tide down

Maybe one day you could come back

see the village for what it was

best at

For today I can only fly

One day ill drop so low

End up Suffering

But until that day ill only dive

When im

Brave enough to save my fall

I can count the waves in the ocean

But tears won’t resist

save me standing on the rock screaming your name

While you’re waiting for my call via telephone

The tears won’t resist running

Away from me /Circle the tide away

Shining down the afternoon, the Moon

Changing faith till tears drops fall

& stop circling my name

For today I can only fly

One day ill drop so low

End up Suffering

But until that day ill only dive

When im

Brave enough to save my fall

Without Me

Be the me who isn’t the actual me

Be the dreamer without me

Im over coming motivation

From ever preventing a change

In my hands thoughts & mind

Counting the nerves in my eye socket

Keeping my mind occupied

Ain’t I clever

Defining rebalances

im a slinky on a empty highway

Heading the wrong way

Be the me who isn’t the actual me

Be the dreamer without me

Applause for a while

Id raid the wards for lose teeth today

Cleaning up the mess the man

him self left me

Geeze god behave

Willing to forget the troubles

Once, had a hard time with hayfever

Im over coming motivation

From ever preventing a change

In my hands thoughts & mind

Be the me who isn’t the actual me

Be the dreamer without me

By Chloe

Story of us all

The cats at home sitting next to the stale Stuff

you call healthy makes me want to barf actually

Systems on the get go “ and blow out

A no show you cancelled out for the Oh Noes

Revive the sacrifice you once had for another

Lift of in zero before you cause a fire

3.2.1. Zero

Your fading out from ever

Becoming a Actual hero

Oh what a bummer

Call for surveillance on catching

The curls’ growing out any faster

The stats are up while the sun is going down

Systems on the get go and blow out

A no show you cancelled out for the Oh Noes

3.2.1.Zero

Your fading out from ever

becoming a actual hero

Oh what a bummer

Pick up the ashes of one another

Before you know it you’ll be the one burning out

Like rubber

T.T.C.P.

Tongue tied calming pleasure

I hope you lose the game

Im living life ,taken advantage of the enemy

Lead the way for it all to end

You think you know me

All the times I spent standing by you

Our moment never meet the criteria

you had planned inside

Some how you lead wrong

I couldn’t wait till the day

To wish the moon away

Tongue tied calming pleasure

I hope you lose it

I hope we split up

Im going crazy on the down down

Your spinning happily on the right round

A bird has no past yet its forever house broken

Flying freely beneath dilemma

You think you know me

But your having trouble keeping the passion so strong

Tongue tied calming pleasure

How could I ever tell you

How I feel when you wont ever feel the pain

A bird has no past after

The Humming sound stops

I couldn’t wait till the day

To wish the moon away

Don't Be

Don’t be the loser who tumbles over

Pick up the pace and start over

I know you’ve had it hard

It can’t of been that bad

The worlds a place for one timers

Don’t move away to get away from the things

Which made you mad

Don’t be the loser who tumbles over

Pick up the pace and start over

The ones which became failures “achieve “

The ones which thought they were achievers “fail “

Tie down the laces to another skipping heart beat

Every day isn’t the same

It has a different fever

A different reason

Different reaction every day

Hiding from the ones that hate on you

Being there for the ones who don’t know you

This worlds a uneven coin toss

Your in it to lose

Not by the way you chose

Just don’t be

Just don’t be

The person they want you to be

People become days’ many with a fever a reason and

Different reactions every day

Just don’t be

Heart Apart

The other night you had me holding your heart’

Since the day you fell far from being put apart

Every day you scream the laughter you once had away

I couldn’t see the bright side to such a dark heart

The other night you had me holding your heart

Since the day you fell far from being put apart

He wanted more; you could barely fit in a reaction

Barely escaped finding the door

Things have been going good for so long

How did you not know this was?

Appearing

I could see the way you loved him

Became a part of him

I herd the way he spoke about you

You are his world

You walked out and ran

Onto the street you meet

In the early days

He wanted more; you could barely escape finding the door

Take in the air you once shared

Since the day you fell far from being put apart

Later on you’ve got to try

Tell him why

Give him the get up and go Serrano

Let him map out -Figure out

What kept you from turning this way?

The other night you had me holding your heart’

Since the day you fell far from being put apart

By Chloe Rae

The Day That Were Pt 1 By Chloe Rae

Many days have me wondering why would I be considered the best of the worst sentence makers

In our state oh well’ it’s a achievement to tell the grandkids one day , Mum was forever decrypting my speech it wasn’t that I never knew how to speak properly or didn’t get a proper education none of that, it was just that I seemed to always over excite myself when it came to speaking , like telling you the kitty litter needed changing could come across as a seven year old girl getting her first bike without training wheels and screaming with hype that she can now become one of the older kids , mum slowly began to wonder how I’d go along in life with such a act up my sleave , my grandmother rose always said my real father was a auctioneer and must of screamed it into me , mum still insists till this day that he wasn’t a auctioneer far from it in fact anything but being indefinite. Grandmother rose was one of fourteen children silly thinking that she is the youngest believe it or not she is the oldest female I know ,if only the others were alive to tell me there memories or even there mistakes or something which could some what entertain me as much as grandmother rose , my mother runs a home in which people who travel abroad stay on there vacations in a matter of speaking I’ve never in my life been able to go on a vacation mother says if people take vacations to come here’ then every day for me is a vacation I truly don’t understand where she is coming from but I know where she’s been so I take her advice one ear at a time , we live of a lake, sadly they’ve never named the lake due to the fact it were to be named after one of grandmother rose’s oldest brothers Elf but since he committed a few murders before he was sentence to death they decided it wasn’t a way to go, grandmother rose still believes Elf had nothing to do with the murders in July 1976 but evidence says other wise he eventually died in the prison we visited him a few times when I was a baby I don’t really remember it , but mum likes to remind me so that I don’t forget my past or present at times. Like last week in school I was to do a speech on my mother and as the interduction I announced her as a Maid as the teacher has suggested she was , but mother got snotty nosed and interrupted and rephrased her job title , I still can’t remember what it was but believe me it was rather long three words in fact and all of which I’ve never herd of before nor have id herd her say them, any ways mum then pulled me out of school because of the teacher naming mums job profession as a maid.

Mum was a little touchy that night walking up and down the hall way talking to her self waving her hands about as if she has a one on one conversation with someone which it was just her. Grandmother rose said for me not to worry about it and to head of to bed in which I did. So following back to before then im now school less, father less, what else does she want to take from me grandmother rose?

Two days later sadly that was to follow, brought her morning cup of tea in to her and nothing much pail

Skin and purple lips arose to my attention. I was then worried over the fact she hadn’t taken her medication which still sat on the table along side her bed, that wasn’t unlike her so I ran down the stairs towards the cow shed where I knew mum would be there with Lacy our dairy cow, “MOTHER “I cried oh so loudly” SOMTHINGS WRONG “She rushed so quickly she tipped over the bucket of fresh milk we piled our way up the stairs. Mum stood at the door as if she was too afraid to enter I didn’t think twice I ran up to her grab to hand “WAKE UP GRANDMOTHER ROSE “WAKE UP” ITS KAYSEE “mother then entered the room grabbed my arm dragged me towards my bedroom door and told me to sit and wait until she had called the doctor in which I did I sat and waited. It took Dr.Marcus two hours to travel out of town to see grandmother rose he said she has died in her sleep of old age . Old age I thought she was only ninety nine years old she told me people can live over a hundred why couldn’t she become one of the percentage of people which do? I was puzzled over that for months to come surprisingly, Mother planed this very nice funeral for grandmother rose she would have been proud we deck out the whole house in yellow with daisy by her coffin as she asked oh I thought I was in paradise in such a weird situation. Many people turned up to say there goodbyes even a few of my mum’s brothers which left town before I was born and to our surprise I had cousins my age. I was so excited to once again to be able to hang out with children of my own age they were my uncle marks kids he was fortunate to of had twins around the same time mum had me and about the same time he left town” strange that he thought he ought to leave town to have a proper life, as for us we found life in such a small vacation town. They listed they were to stay the whole month of September as if mum had enough on her plate but this was too much, out house was a busy place in September we’d have visitors from everywhere as far as New Zealand and as close as New York city oh the city sounds like a stage show with blinding lights, mother said that if we were to find my father that would be the first place to look or Nevada my world map was split down the centre so I only had half of America on the map and was never able to spot Nevada ,

Please ask at reception

Im missing you but seeing him

Suddenly the worlds a piece of mistake im wasting away

You’ve got the key to escape this heartache

I’ve lost my dignity

Spare me the time on the low down

Im fooling around now

Can’t you put the hand on the time

Where everything was fine

Why wont they get hypnotized

Keep them away from my lovers

keep my haters

Closer to my heart that’s crazy in pain

Im missing you but seeing him

Suddenly the worlds a piece of mistake im wasting away

Please just hand over the key

I need some relief now im heading for a hangover

that’s what I get now

Broken hearted , misguided

Please ask at reception

By Chloe Rae