Just A Little Bit Of You & I By Chloe Rae

U and I are together for a matter of fact

But it’s not at all that easy to bring back the closeness we felt long ago

The crack in the walls ,The slip of the eyes to another man

Gluing down wont stop it from coming back up

Materials are your world I sit and talk too my girls

You just can’t let it go it wasn’t too you

Can’t help but slip up

My life isn’t meant to be kept secret between these four walls

The crack in the walls

The slip of the eyes to another man, gluing down won’t stop it from coming back up

But it’s not at all that easy

To bring back what we once had

The shoulder you cry on has fallen

OMG YAY

Dont really Post these but Why not right.

Writing to feel those feelings By Chloe Rae

I began writing to feel those feelings you have when you relies you love someone

And you don’t want them too know

But at times you feel like your falling waiting to be woken from a dream

Would explain the broken heart

Tell me what too say

Can’t think right with my head

I see you now middle of May over and done with

Like it meant nothing at all

Why does what I want work its way into my mind

To sound so negative might it be saving me from what it wants?

Poor a glass of cold water couldn’t stop thinking

Should I continue texting considering everything?

I’m saying is only a distraction to what

I’m feeling

Put my phone down grab a pad & pen

Start writing to feel those feelings when you relies you

Love someone

Holly’Smile

I sit and wait for the holly smile you have to come smiling my way

But I knew from the start I wouldn’t be seeing it for a while

Since we moved away I left your smile there by its self

But bravely you kept that holly smile on display

It broke me down, then built me back up

Couldn’t work out what was going on

I knew you were what I needed

But I couldn’t change the way of the world

Id name a street after you so

I could call you my own

And no you were always a place I could call home

I sit and wait for the holly smile

You have to come smiling my way

It just makes me crazy “I can’t sincerely .... Dot Chloe no more

Hoping for a job to lead me further away

When all I want is you at my side

Smiling as always letting me no” your okay

But I knew from the start I wouldn’t be seeing it for a while

Since we moved away I left your smile there by its self

But bravely you kept that holly smile on display

You taught me to think brave when you knew it wasn’t okay to be happy

I can barely think for myself let alone another person

Smiling as always to let me no you’re okay

Keeps my heart flashing the right colors to show you?

How fantastic you are

Just a Minute will do By Chloe Rae

I’m over hearing about this good person

Can’t you just let it be? I’ve tried to let you see me for me

Without my face on, yet you still rather see the fake me

Silent but violent uninterested able me

I write what I have bubbling up inside

Have you read that? No!

Wonder why?

Can scream but what good would that do?

You have changing feelings like water down a stream

Can i scream now? My thoughts are weighing up

Don’t you wanna help me out and finally listen to what I’m about?

Oh your not that thick are you?

Always roaming about dot com’ing until daylight

I write what I have bubbling up inside

You’re the fire inside my heart ‘that keeps the thoughts alive

Please let go remove the fire from my soul

It keeps me wondering

I don’t want to wonder no more

Goodbye the bay By Chloe Rae

The tattoo of my home on my heart is gone

See me day dreaming

Knock, knock nobody is home

The feelings I had for this place are long gone

Only evidence I still care

Are my friends surrounding bays and views of what was once there?

All at once my tattoo started to drain away

The colour of my cells began to come clear to me

As it just washed away out of my system out of me

Good bye the bay

By the boy in the pictures By Chloe Rae

We see what we wanna see

I have you and me standing on the edge of the sea

Acting like we were three

Feelings of freedom back then are brought too me now

As I go through the photo album

What broke us only what made me stronger?

Can’t have been bad, but surely made me sad for days on end

Brother by the boy in the pictures

not by the way you behave at all

We see what we want too see

but can’t hide from the fact you were happy

The whole time what ever went wrong?

Brother by the boy in the pictures hoping the distance wouldn’t last for ever

Where we should be, who I’m with By Chloe Rae

I hold my heart where my mouth should be

God kissed my throat and set my spirit free

Yet you still plea

Shine for us

Shine for me

‘Our history places its myths back into me

Lifting my webbed past memories

Breaking knots in family ties

Release the cap to my mind bottled up

Message in a bottle in the ocean

Written only for me

Yet I still can’t’ feel the bright lights coming from within me

Yet you’re never left in the dark around me,

Please say I’m not blinding

I feel inspired surrounded by all of you

Candles in the wind always light

That’s who we are

Sway sway, day after day always edgy but

Bright bold and always pleasingly beautiful

Ill shine for you

And always shine for us

That’s who we are

Bright lights making sure the ones around us

Are never kept in the dark

I love you undone

I don’t always say I love you because it can be said by anyone

But I go by the way your feeling because you’re the only one who’s really feeling it

For our mind power, Sight of our laughter

In the desert some where waiting to be discovered

By the ones whom need no love youse too full them?

With what they thought they might have been missing

But I got by the way your feeling because

You’re the one who’s really feeling it tonight

By Chloe Rae

Im standing here while my heart is over there

Ready to slide slide away

The hopes id lie awake dreaming are nearly gone

I cant take the pain anymore

Just one heartslide gone wrong

Why isnt anyone caring

Looking busy but very useless

Affecting By Chloe.rae

That day that moment comes around

Ill makes sure I don’t let it down

Spring into action for my new addiction

Leaving you lonely thinking just a little of 100% Recycled

For another Lonely soul, just waiting to be dialled out to

Find your perfect escape

Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay

Now I’m just not sure

Oh how it’s affecting you

Too see someone so happy without you these days

That day that moment came around

A little too fast for you

Gotta bit weak by the end of our long togetherness relationship

The thought we couldn’t do it anymore

Will we always be together still?

You no

You matter too me always and forever

No matter who comes between us ill always care so much about you

Calling to let you no I’m always here for us

Not about to give us up

Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay

Now I know you are

Leaving you lonely thinking just a little of 100% Recycled

For another Lonely lad, just waiting to be dialled out to

Find your perfect escape

Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay

And I replied me too

Life Alive

I’ve tried my best to keep my life alive

Not afraid to fight the “what ifs’

Not about to turn you down “what if”

With you by my side you keep the feeling of my love alive

No flower is about to die

No building is about to dive down

For were the ones standing

Two feet silently standing on the ground floor of the world we share

I’ve tried my best to hear it all

Even the worst. When all else fails

I herd it go down and bring its self up again

I’ve tried my worst

I’ve tried my last

I’ve tried with all that I’ve had left

To make sure you’d always surround me

Looking up to what excites me

Too looking down to which fails me deeply

Just hope you notice my worst, my last

Even when I’m brought back down to earth for my last words alive

Good Night Land Ships

Change the water I feel like I’m drowning amongst the crowd

While everyone is standing aboard there land ships alive

My mind is wondering about just wondering off

Hope we don’t go down tonight

Tricky tock stop the clock were waiting on the hours

To bring back our feelings I can’t rename my pets after they’ve been buried alive

I suppose you could live without fluffy for another life time

Names die but the pet always stays alive

Change the water I feel like I’m drowning amoungst the crowd

My mind is wondering about just wondering

Hope we don’t go down tonight

No life guards alive to rescue you

While you’re falling deeper in too sleep

Good Night

By Chloe

Drifty

So much soul much so for the bit of wasted Mind

Awarding it of course too you

Showing hearts introducing flowers

Regrets in simple unsigned cards at Christmas

Please don’t make me say what my future hold in store for me

Hiding from

Seeing you move far away

I chose too ignore it and not believe it

Yet every day feels a little distant in the most familiar way

I can’t help but to speak before I think

But some times it’s just right for me

I keep wide awake at night to hear your last words

The night drops cold

Hours slip away slowly

As I relies that today was the day you walked away

So much soul much so for the bit of wasted mind

Awarding it of course too you

My one and only friend

Settle the dreams

The nights about to make the fear of fractures appear

I feel us breaking apart

But keeping together in a sticky together way

I can’t help but to speak before I think

Is that okay

Just hiding from you

From moving away

Before I knew it was receiving cards then flowers

Poisoned by my own words I spoke

Showing hearts introducing flowers

Regrets in simple unsigned cards at Christmas

I can’t fight the thought of ignoring it

Because I’m the one who said it

So long goodbye