Friday, May 28, 2010

I could see it by the way you see the world

paths would be crossed,Changes were made
but theres no way id ever not answer you

here's too the way we were

why don't you understand
i go side ways and befriend my friends'

up every single night trying too untangle tragic incidents
which seem too always revolve around me

i could sneak away too go slide aways alone

but i like that someone

i could see it by the way you see the world
not one too be taken by the hand
talks of leaving school
the ditching you've done should be berried

why don't you understand
i go side ways and befriend my friends

up every single night trying too untangle tragic incidents


let them say stuff I'm not gonna back them up on it
here you go ditching everything which revolves around us

how much longer do i have too rely on my past?

i see the way you see and understand me
I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm fine
i say it all the time cause its true it
isn't an excuse
your the one living with the problem
don't let it out too revolve around me
i could see it by the way you see the world

I'm living my life just fine " as i say all the time
its not set out nor planned
I'm too old for a fake I.D
how worse could it get after all

its not about me

i couldn't change identity but i could change the situation you keep putting me under

where did it go wrong

i see the way you see the world yet
i just let you stay that way

too make me feel better for your sake

Thursday, May 27, 2010

That One Day

you've got me running anger
explains the welts of the belts you hear me hitting my head against the wall
only time before i fall

then it happens all over again

you repeat your self like a old women over seventy yet your violently louder

why why why

dont you care
see me running red
sacrifise i made for you until my life turned blue
yet i stay pretend everythings okay
its like im living in two seprate worlds
theres no excuse for this silent abusie


you've got me running anger explains the welts

what ever went wrong

but but
that day you came home
spread the word of happiness and laughter

i thought for once everything was okay

but i bit my tounge and knew this wasnt gonna last in fun

you've got me running anger explains the welts

but but that day you came home
spread the word
of happiiness and laughter


for once i thought it was all over
even though these welts are all in Invisble

explain too me why nobody else can see them

and im the only one who can feel them

im running around living in pain

where did i ever go wrong

but but

that one day

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Times Have Changed by chloe

You had me wrapped around your finger like a mother to their child
Some day ill break away spread my arms out wide observe all the negativity that
Has come over me smile turn it all too positivity for this isn’t the last day

I could leave drive away would you relies I don’t think so
Times have changed, Changed

The smile I wear is fake
Like other labels out there

You have me wrapped around your finger like a mother to their child
Break free walk out into this world completely
Emptied from unhonest love
Who am I too blame the way we built up such mistrust?

How did we get so lazy one day crazily mismatched and happy
Now were ignoring each others ques like someone I don’t know

I check you in the rear view mirror as someone I wouldn’t wanna know
Some day ill break away sounds like a jail brake
One day you wake up and know

Times have changed, Changed
Now I feel you’re someone I don’t know

I don’t want Questions
I don’t want negativity
I don’t want fake
I want the you before you changed’ (Too much to ask?)

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Strength to break a heart ..........By Chloe Rae

I don’t know how long I can keep on trying
Wondering if your at home alone” without her
If it’s a no it’s only gonna break my heart

I sit around and wonder
I sit around and wonder why?
You didn’t let me know
Were not ones for surprises but this times it’s no simple secret

You have me thinking further into things then it properly is
But I left messages that you won’t reply too
Strength to break a heart is what it read

I don’t know how long I can keep on trying
Are you alone, are you home
The stalker inside me needs to know
I might sound crazy but I don’t want a broken heart

You go off and do what you got to do and hope I don’t know
I go off I just end up staring thinking about what we had together

I remember when we use to be happy
Throwing things around saying things that put people down
Into the ground of a world of our own Alice stood no chance cause
We were more imaginational then she were

But I see your more than happy with her
Am I meant to hang around and wait till you’re over her?
I feel like I’m the back up plan

I’m split into two to please you and I’m confused who I’m meant to play
On one hand I’m so glad for you too be happy on the other hand it’s killing me knowing I’m not the one who’s with you

I’m spilt between two worlds’ and its driving me crazy
Am I meant to hang around and wait till you’re over her?

I sit around and wonder
I sit around and wonder why?

I beg for strength for you too receive my last message off all saying how much
I truly love you

I hope you one day receive it from me, after all

Saturday, March 27, 2010

My Door by Chloe Rae

Every so often in my dream I feel the door swing wide open
You appear to me
Every time I’m feeling so low
You walk through the door

Tell me everything will be alright don’t worry then you leave
I’m getting the message clearly but why do you leave? You came too see me after all
Believe me when I say I’m happy I wanted you to know that
I attend my day like any other “the thought of seeing you again always run through me “Yeah”

You give me hope mixed with patience different combination but I make it work
Every night in my dream I feel the door swing wide open
You appear to me
When you walk out that door my heart is on my sleeve and I try to focus on being happy
Its hard too believe me

I fall asleep hoping I see you there I search through every memory I have stored “
I can’t find you
I try
The harder I try the more it seems to move away

I attend my day like any other “the thought of seeing you again always run through me “Yeah”

Every so often in my dream I feel the door swing wide open
You appear to me
Tell me everything will be alright don’t worry then you leave
I’m getting the message clearly, but why do you leave? You came too see me after all
Believe me when I say I’m happy I wanted you to know that
Before you walk on out that door

I bet your star is the one with the wings’ By Chloe Rae

I can see how much you desire
We can travel the world landing to find what makes you better
I thought I knew what was best for you, Living life so freely

I’m sorry I was a little misguided but we are alright now
Once again “I’m living my happy ending the dreams which you seem almost always to forget about
But I’m living in them so it’s never over

Every night I’m looking out for that star
The moon separates us all from making too much harm happen to everyone
The stars are just the reflection of people’s dreams coming true

No need to cover your eyes’ let the stars shine bright
I can see how much you desire
The thought of making you happy “away go the feelings of not doing something right

Every night I’m looking out for that star inspired by you
Were living our dream surrounded by those above us
We could never be alone
I bet your star is the one with the wings’ it’s gonna go far
I’m sorry I was a little misguided but we are alright now
Once again “I’m living my happy ending the dreams which you seem almost always to forget about

But I’m living in them so it’s never over

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Hear Your Own Voice by Chloe"rae

I’m here spacing out; you’re sitting on the side lines missing another one out
We aren’t the same but spaces keep us together
You mean nothing to me at all but somewhere inside me says it’s not time to let go (I really don’t Know) iv written about the spaces of places I have myself wondering, but all I know is your apart of what I’m creating and I rather have you, then tempt to fake it

The roses are red everyone knows’ it’s almost a cliché (How’s spring going for everyone)
Not everyone can say the same, but roses seem red to everyone

Sleeping to create a project to save everyone
From there own selves (that’s not fun for anyone)
Iv’ so far created a monster that’s slashing my secret places

Why won’t you skip a day of what you do and full in my blank spaces?’
I know nothing I can do can stop you from falling
Here we go” there you leave
Not even a single “goodbye wave out the window like a harmonica

Sleeping to create a project to protect
To save to stand up and say I’m here for everyone

I’m here spacing out you’re sitting on the side lines missing another one out
We aren’t the same but spaces keep us together
You mean nothing to me at all
But some where inside me says it’s not time to let go (I really don’t know)
I’ve written about the spaces of places I have myself
Wondering, but all I know is your apart of what
I’m creating and I rather have you then tempt to fake it

I know it means nothing too you
But please don’t miss this one out by not helping me

Help me help you
Be apart of something which could make you grow
Sleeping to create a project to protect

To save to stand up and say I’m here for everyone

Greed could take over at some stage but as long as you know

You’re not going to miss this one out

Hear your own voice

My Life & You by Chloe'rae

Every morning I wake up “I sit and wait as long as till the afternoon
Waiting to hear from you a call from you
It’s raining on the block I grew up on
But the sun shines right here for me
Make the days I knew smile’ like the way you have me going

I wish you knew what I feel
Because what we have could make sense into something real
Surprises” will surprise you
Feelings will forever hurt you

I can make wishes you can make jesters
But why won’t we just pray to god for something new

I’m not the hand to hand silent prayer either
But id do almost anything for you to wake up and see this is real

That one morning I wanna wake up beside you passes my mind every morning
That night I have bad dreams’ you’ll be beside me

My dreams my wishes
My hopes my feelings

I won’t them all to come real
And feel real
My life & you

♥ LOVE Letter by Chloe rae

I’m the type of mess to write you a love letter
My heart was put on paper for the first time
I was seeing our romance was more then real
I write the ways you crack me up and I’m the one that leaked it now! (It’s out there)
But I’m the only one who can hold your hand
My heart was put to paper for the first time like the last time you said my name my heart way
partying hard like a handover on the fricking weekend
You told me right from the start I was different but you seemed to like it
Let it bother the jealous lot were no secret, I’m the type of mess to write you a love letter
But your the type of crush to scream out I love you in front of every xoxox

Saturday, February 13, 2010

More about Me……By Chloe Rae

I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
Every now and again I try to convince myself otherwise
But I can no longer play it unruffled

I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
I run circles around my own mischief “trying to convince myself other wise
But
It just brings me down

Enjoy being by myself without in the flesh being alone
I couldn’t live without laughter in my surroundings
Imagine what would happen if dreams came true
Dream creations were a living reel ‘On the reels of the moving life
I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself

I’m never motivated just keen to get something done, the interest could slip
From beneath me and be over and done

This is where you come in and complain
I find it entertaining WA WA WA
How don’t you find this fun?

I love the beach in the rain or the roast
The shells I find, I keep them in a box with the rubdown of the hours of daylight
It’s just a cloak and dagger I keep myself company with i know myself
I no how to make myself commendable mixed with repulsive

Stir the pot to my temperaments and you’ll
Retrieve a scandalous divine alluring texture
I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
I run circles around my own mischief “trying to convince myself other wise
But it just brings me down

The tears alone make the roof of my heart collapse
I’m just never prepared for the heroic emotion that’s taken control of me

Laughter in my surroundings always makes something unease vanish in high spirits

This is where you come in and complain
I find it entertaining WA WA WA
How don’t you find this fun?

I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
But you don’t’ no things about me you haven’t seen

I find that thrilling

The Stinging Tear By Chloe Rae

Sadie, Dreaming ‘Sailor man screaming
Let the curtain in this wave close us in for the limelight is tightening our wrist of uncertainly ’

I could be a sinking mermaid’ in a flushed out ocean
You could be the first fish to die self armed

“But what could I have done about it?
Danny, thunder is thudding the thoughts I had running in and out of my mind
Yet seem so excited over nothing

Take it too the bath “the weather is craving me cooler
I don’t’ know where I’m from” but I’m found where I am
Don’t let the bazaar disintegrate

Picture the phone barking, you yelling ‘throwing my mobile Crazy maybe?
But definitely sidetracking enough Sadie

Build a bridge over tears “erosion of the pacific ocean
Slitting the throats of untold lies” the only indecency seen is the laughter hidden between
Why it was not told
The games you once played are long gone / but what could I have done about it?

Yet seem so excited over nothing
Let the curtain in this wave close us in for the limelight is tightening our wrist of uncertainly ’
Sadie put the thoughts into the right pieces and set the frustration running high

Over nothing
Over nothing
Over nothing

Friday, February 5, 2010

Worst date of Feb.

Said things I’m never going to regret at all
Worst date of Feb seemed to end it all

Funny thing, I believe everything you say about me, (losing you)
I’m silent but violent
You’re the type to keep quiet till the silence is overcome
I think it’s funny when I have fish swimming around my head
Felt things I’m never going to forget
Said things I’m never going to regret

You say get serious but I don’t want to think straight
Which makes everything I do some sort of mistake
If I’m over you “you were over me so long ago”
No comebacks in saying I’m sorry

How more serious can one person get
Living life hearing how others overcome there
Situations and learn to forget

I guess my imagination brings pain
The gold fish ain’t to blame
Funny thing I believe everything you said

I’m not controlled (Never will be)
I’m not out looking for my share in gold
I’m just happy the way I am
Won’t come running back saying I’m sorry
Even if we split on the worst date of Feb

Felt things I’m never going to forget
Said things I’m never going to regret

We had the ups on the run of things
Now our downs are not any blaming game

February opened in bad behavior ‘ill’ live you’ll survive
Were our own worst enemy, Can’t say I’m sorry

We dated February and both lost

By Chloe Rae

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