Friday, May 28, 2010

I could see it by the way you see the world

paths would be crossed,Changes were made
but theres no way id ever not answer you

here's too the way we were

why don't you understand
i go side ways and befriend my friends'

up every single night trying too untangle tragic incidents
which seem too always revolve around me

i could sneak away too go slide aways alone

but i like that someone

i could see it by the way you see the world
not one too be taken by the hand
talks of leaving school
the ditching you've done should be berried

why don't you understand
i go side ways and befriend my friends

up every single night trying too untangle tragic incidents


let them say stuff I'm not gonna back them up on it
here you go ditching everything which revolves around us

how much longer do i have too rely on my past?

i see the way you see and understand me
I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm fine
i say it all the time cause its true it
isn't an excuse
your the one living with the problem
don't let it out too revolve around me
i could see it by the way you see the world

I'm living my life just fine " as i say all the time
its not set out nor planned
I'm too old for a fake I.D
how worse could it get after all

its not about me

i couldn't change identity but i could change the situation you keep putting me under

where did it go wrong

i see the way you see the world yet
i just let you stay that way

too make me feel better for your sake

Thursday, May 27, 2010

That One Day

you've got me running anger
explains the welts of the belts you hear me hitting my head against the wall
only time before i fall

then it happens all over again

you repeat your self like a old women over seventy yet your violently louder

why why why

dont you care
see me running red
sacrifise i made for you until my life turned blue
yet i stay pretend everythings okay
its like im living in two seprate worlds
theres no excuse for this silent abusie


you've got me running anger explains the welts

what ever went wrong

but but
that day you came home
spread the word of happiness and laughter

i thought for once everything was okay

but i bit my tounge and knew this wasnt gonna last in fun

you've got me running anger explains the welts

but but that day you came home
spread the word
of happiiness and laughter


for once i thought it was all over
even though these welts are all in Invisble

explain too me why nobody else can see them

and im the only one who can feel them

im running around living in pain

where did i ever go wrong

but but

that one day

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Times Have Changed by chloe

You had me wrapped around your finger like a mother to their child
Some day ill break away spread my arms out wide observe all the negativity that
Has come over me smile turn it all too positivity for this isn’t the last day

I could leave drive away would you relies I don’t think so
Times have changed, Changed

The smile I wear is fake
Like other labels out there

You have me wrapped around your finger like a mother to their child
Break free walk out into this world completely
Emptied from unhonest love
Who am I too blame the way we built up such mistrust?

How did we get so lazy one day crazily mismatched and happy
Now were ignoring each others ques like someone I don’t know

I check you in the rear view mirror as someone I wouldn’t wanna know
Some day ill break away sounds like a jail brake
One day you wake up and know

Times have changed, Changed
Now I feel you’re someone I don’t know

I don’t want Questions
I don’t want negativity
I don’t want fake
I want the you before you changed’ (Too much to ask?)

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Strength to break a heart ..........By Chloe Rae

I don’t know how long I can keep on trying
Wondering if your at home alone” without her
If it’s a no it’s only gonna break my heart

I sit around and wonder
I sit around and wonder why?
You didn’t let me know
Were not ones for surprises but this times it’s no simple secret

You have me thinking further into things then it properly is
But I left messages that you won’t reply too
Strength to break a heart is what it read

I don’t know how long I can keep on trying
Are you alone, are you home
The stalker inside me needs to know
I might sound crazy but I don’t want a broken heart

You go off and do what you got to do and hope I don’t know
I go off I just end up staring thinking about what we had together

I remember when we use to be happy
Throwing things around saying things that put people down
Into the ground of a world of our own Alice stood no chance cause
We were more imaginational then she were

But I see your more than happy with her
Am I meant to hang around and wait till you’re over her?
I feel like I’m the back up plan

I’m split into two to please you and I’m confused who I’m meant to play
On one hand I’m so glad for you too be happy on the other hand it’s killing me knowing I’m not the one who’s with you

I’m spilt between two worlds’ and its driving me crazy
Am I meant to hang around and wait till you’re over her?

I sit around and wonder
I sit around and wonder why?

I beg for strength for you too receive my last message off all saying how much
I truly love you

I hope you one day receive it from me, after all

Saturday, March 27, 2010

My Door by Chloe Rae

Every so often in my dream I feel the door swing wide open
You appear to me
Every time I’m feeling so low
You walk through the door

Tell me everything will be alright don’t worry then you leave
I’m getting the message clearly but why do you leave? You came too see me after all
Believe me when I say I’m happy I wanted you to know that
I attend my day like any other “the thought of seeing you again always run through me “Yeah”

You give me hope mixed with patience different combination but I make it work
Every night in my dream I feel the door swing wide open
You appear to me
When you walk out that door my heart is on my sleeve and I try to focus on being happy
Its hard too believe me

I fall asleep hoping I see you there I search through every memory I have stored “
I can’t find you
I try
The harder I try the more it seems to move away

I attend my day like any other “the thought of seeing you again always run through me “Yeah”

Every so often in my dream I feel the door swing wide open
You appear to me
Tell me everything will be alright don’t worry then you leave
I’m getting the message clearly, but why do you leave? You came too see me after all
Believe me when I say I’m happy I wanted you to know that
Before you walk on out that door

I bet your star is the one with the wings’ By Chloe Rae

I can see how much you desire
We can travel the world landing to find what makes you better
I thought I knew what was best for you, Living life so freely

I’m sorry I was a little misguided but we are alright now
Once again “I’m living my happy ending the dreams which you seem almost always to forget about
But I’m living in them so it’s never over

Every night I’m looking out for that star
The moon separates us all from making too much harm happen to everyone
The stars are just the reflection of people’s dreams coming true

No need to cover your eyes’ let the stars shine bright
I can see how much you desire
The thought of making you happy “away go the feelings of not doing something right

Every night I’m looking out for that star inspired by you
Were living our dream surrounded by those above us
We could never be alone
I bet your star is the one with the wings’ it’s gonna go far
I’m sorry I was a little misguided but we are alright now
Once again “I’m living my happy ending the dreams which you seem almost always to forget about

But I’m living in them so it’s never over

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Hear Your Own Voice by Chloe"rae

I’m here spacing out; you’re sitting on the side lines missing another one out
We aren’t the same but spaces keep us together
You mean nothing to me at all but somewhere inside me says it’s not time to let go (I really don’t Know) iv written about the spaces of places I have myself wondering, but all I know is your apart of what I’m creating and I rather have you, then tempt to fake it

The roses are red everyone knows’ it’s almost a cliché (How’s spring going for everyone)
Not everyone can say the same, but roses seem red to everyone

Sleeping to create a project to save everyone
From there own selves (that’s not fun for anyone)
Iv’ so far created a monster that’s slashing my secret places

Why won’t you skip a day of what you do and full in my blank spaces?’
I know nothing I can do can stop you from falling
Here we go” there you leave
Not even a single “goodbye wave out the window like a harmonica

Sleeping to create a project to protect
To save to stand up and say I’m here for everyone

I’m here spacing out you’re sitting on the side lines missing another one out
We aren’t the same but spaces keep us together
You mean nothing to me at all
But some where inside me says it’s not time to let go (I really don’t know)
I’ve written about the spaces of places I have myself
Wondering, but all I know is your apart of what
I’m creating and I rather have you then tempt to fake it

I know it means nothing too you
But please don’t miss this one out by not helping me

Help me help you
Be apart of something which could make you grow
Sleeping to create a project to protect

To save to stand up and say I’m here for everyone

Greed could take over at some stage but as long as you know

You’re not going to miss this one out

Hear your own voice

My Life & You by Chloe'rae

Every morning I wake up “I sit and wait as long as till the afternoon
Waiting to hear from you a call from you
It’s raining on the block I grew up on
But the sun shines right here for me
Make the days I knew smile’ like the way you have me going

I wish you knew what I feel
Because what we have could make sense into something real
Surprises” will surprise you
Feelings will forever hurt you

I can make wishes you can make jesters
But why won’t we just pray to god for something new

I’m not the hand to hand silent prayer either
But id do almost anything for you to wake up and see this is real

That one morning I wanna wake up beside you passes my mind every morning
That night I have bad dreams’ you’ll be beside me

My dreams my wishes
My hopes my feelings

I won’t them all to come real
And feel real
My life & you

♥ LOVE Letter by Chloe rae

I’m the type of mess to write you a love letter
My heart was put on paper for the first time
I was seeing our romance was more then real
I write the ways you crack me up and I’m the one that leaked it now! (It’s out there)
But I’m the only one who can hold your hand
My heart was put to paper for the first time like the last time you said my name my heart way
partying hard like a handover on the fricking weekend
You told me right from the start I was different but you seemed to like it
Let it bother the jealous lot were no secret, I’m the type of mess to write you a love letter
But your the type of crush to scream out I love you in front of every xoxox

Saturday, February 13, 2010

More about Me……By Chloe Rae

I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
Every now and again I try to convince myself otherwise
But I can no longer play it unruffled

I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
I run circles around my own mischief “trying to convince myself other wise
But
It just brings me down

Enjoy being by myself without in the flesh being alone
I couldn’t live without laughter in my surroundings
Imagine what would happen if dreams came true
Dream creations were a living reel ‘On the reels of the moving life
I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself

I’m never motivated just keen to get something done, the interest could slip
From beneath me and be over and done

This is where you come in and complain
I find it entertaining WA WA WA
How don’t you find this fun?

I love the beach in the rain or the roast
The shells I find, I keep them in a box with the rubdown of the hours of daylight
It’s just a cloak and dagger I keep myself company with i know myself
I no how to make myself commendable mixed with repulsive

Stir the pot to my temperaments and you’ll
Retrieve a scandalous divine alluring texture
I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
I run circles around my own mischief “trying to convince myself other wise
But it just brings me down

The tears alone make the roof of my heart collapse
I’m just never prepared for the heroic emotion that’s taken control of me

Laughter in my surroundings always makes something unease vanish in high spirits

This is where you come in and complain
I find it entertaining WA WA WA
How don’t you find this fun?

I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
But you don’t’ no things about me you haven’t seen

I find that thrilling

The Stinging Tear By Chloe Rae

Sadie, Dreaming ‘Sailor man screaming
Let the curtain in this wave close us in for the limelight is tightening our wrist of uncertainly ’

I could be a sinking mermaid’ in a flushed out ocean
You could be the first fish to die self armed

“But what could I have done about it?
Danny, thunder is thudding the thoughts I had running in and out of my mind
Yet seem so excited over nothing

Take it too the bath “the weather is craving me cooler
I don’t’ know where I’m from” but I’m found where I am
Don’t let the bazaar disintegrate

Picture the phone barking, you yelling ‘throwing my mobile Crazy maybe?
But definitely sidetracking enough Sadie

Build a bridge over tears “erosion of the pacific ocean
Slitting the throats of untold lies” the only indecency seen is the laughter hidden between
Why it was not told
The games you once played are long gone / but what could I have done about it?

Yet seem so excited over nothing
Let the curtain in this wave close us in for the limelight is tightening our wrist of uncertainly ’
Sadie put the thoughts into the right pieces and set the frustration running high

Over nothing
Over nothing
Over nothing

Friday, February 5, 2010

Worst date of Feb.

Said things I’m never going to regret at all
Worst date of Feb seemed to end it all

Funny thing, I believe everything you say about me, (losing you)
I’m silent but violent
You’re the type to keep quiet till the silence is overcome
I think it’s funny when I have fish swimming around my head
Felt things I’m never going to forget
Said things I’m never going to regret

You say get serious but I don’t want to think straight
Which makes everything I do some sort of mistake
If I’m over you “you were over me so long ago”
No comebacks in saying I’m sorry

How more serious can one person get
Living life hearing how others overcome there
Situations and learn to forget

I guess my imagination brings pain
The gold fish ain’t to blame
Funny thing I believe everything you said

I’m not controlled (Never will be)
I’m not out looking for my share in gold
I’m just happy the way I am
Won’t come running back saying I’m sorry
Even if we split on the worst date of Feb

Felt things I’m never going to forget
Said things I’m never going to regret

We had the ups on the run of things
Now our downs are not any blaming game

February opened in bad behavior ‘ill’ live you’ll survive
Were our own worst enemy, Can’t say I’m sorry

We dated February and both lost

By Chloe Rae

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

But Its Okay By Chloe

I’m crazy in love haven’t left my bed all day
But it’s Okay!
I’m only fooling myself
The real world starts on the floor and I’m not about to
Land it but its okay!
I’m not heading anywhere
Its 32 degrees in my head, lying underneath the moon
Can’t escape the mood
I’m not about to leave my room
For something far from my imagination
I’m crazy in love haven’t you herd about it
My expressions are exploding
Surprises are arriving
And it’s all because of you
I’m only fooling myself
The real world starts on the floor and I’m not about to land it
But it’s okay

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Defenceless By Chloe

I couldn’t write anything unless it was about to prove
Something provoked to me

And it would start of a little like this
Everything we did
Everything you ever thought you said
Never made it through the gates of my heart especially the part
Where you’d stand and spin the rumours you herd about me right in my face
I’m the girl who sings along to make you drown your self out
You’re the boy who never learnt to establish a better life outside his head

Can’t turn this Mic around when it’s aiming at you
The words you stewed are coming right back at you

I couldn’t write anything unless it was about to prove
That our life together was always about you

Don’t tell me I’m defenceless
Who’s the one that stood up and let you down?
Your life is just a pity playful school girl game

Don’t tell me I’m defenceless

Curtains By Chloe

Tear back the curtains
See the world that doesn’t know what brought you to buying those tissues at 2am
The world has a few problems of its own

Don’t confess that those tears aren’t thoughtful are cared a lot too
By you
Deep inside you no what’s happening is more then real
Unlike before it was only a small warning
Now the condition you’ve been diagnosed
Won’t stop you from suffering, can’t be shoulder to cry on
But it will help with the times you feel down

Tear back the curtains
See the world
Deep inside you no what’s happening is more then real
Yet you feel like doing absolutely nothing

Your rating of suffering stands on ground zero
The world doesn’t know what brought you to buying those tissues
But there’s ones out there That wouldn’t understand what you’re feeling
They’ve been grounded with an unsatisfactory life

Waiting for someone like you to forget their past
wish them a merry Christmas and in reply they wish you a happy new year
and that you have

Blind Fold By Chloe

EVERY MOMENT I GET TO EXPOSE WHAT BLIND FOLDS ME
I FEEL THE AUDIENCE FROM BEHIND ME ARE HOLDING ON
TOO LET LOSE AND CRY

WAS IT WHAT I SAID, I COULD OF SPENT LESSER THEN A WHOLE DAY TRYING TO
EXPRESS MY WAYS
BUT I LEFT MYSELF HANGING OF THE STAGE

CURLED UP BOX SURPRISE ISN’T WHAT
MY HEART WAS ASKING, I KNOW HOW LUCKY I AM
I’M JUST A MILLION MILES AWAY BY DAY
MOST THE TIME YOUR OKAY WITH THE DISTANCE
BUT IT’S BEEN
A WHILE ON YOUR CALENDAR AND ITS GETTING WEAK

SHE SAID THERE WAS TRUTH BETWEEN THE
IMAGINATION WE EACH CREATE BUT I’M FEELING FABLE
WHEN SHE SPEAKS HER MIND

BESIDES WHAT WOULD SHE KNOW?
I JUST WANNA EXPOSE WHAT BLIND FOLDS ME
SURELY FINDING A CURE FOR MY LOVE LIGHT

SHE SPEAKS, YET I CHOICE NOT TO HEAR HER, UNTIL MY TURN IS UP

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Dolls-House

THEY’RE LIVING LIFE IN THE FORM OF A DOLLS-HOUSE
MOTHER, FATHER, BOY & GIRL

CAN’T SAY I’VE SEEN YOU UPSET
CAN’T SAY I’VE SEEN YOUR LIFE MESSY
SEEMS ALWAYS NEATLY ARRANGED

FOUR CHAIRS AND A TABLE, RIGHT NEXT TO A LOUNGE
THEY’RE LIVING LIFE IN A FORM OF A DOLLS-HOUSE
SMALL ENOUGH NOT ABLE TO FIT FIRE
BIG ENOUGH NOT TO OF BEEN MOVED
MOTHER, FATHER, BOY & GIRL
BETWEEN YOUR FOUR WALLS YOU HEAR IT ALL
CAN’T SAY WE’VE SEEN YOUR LIFE MESSY
SEEMS ALWAYS NEATLY ARRANGED

DON’T GET TOO COMFY IN THAT ROOM
WHERE ABOUT TO MOVE YOU

CAUGHT SLEEPING IN THE DARK
LIGHTS ARE ON AND YOU’VE GOT THAT LOOK IN YOUR BLUE SKIED EYES
YOU MAY WANT A NEW LIFE STYLE BUT I DEALT THE CHANGE

THEY’RE LIVING LIFE IN THE FORM OF A DOLLS-HOUSE
AND I CAN’T HELP BUT MOVE THEM

You Looked OMG

YOU LOOK AT THE PAST AS IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN IT IN A WHILE
YOU’VE ONLY BEEN GONE SINCE THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU
OTHER THEN ALWAYS BEING THERE
WILLING AND ALWAYS CARING TO MOVE RIGHT ON

CAN’T SAY I SAW THIS DAY COMING I’M STILL STUNNED
OMG

BROKEN PIECES ON THE FLOOR
CAN’T WAIT TO PICK UP THE SILENCES OF IT ALL
MANY DAYS WAVING WANDS OF WONDERING
ABOUT THE WAY YOU SEEMED TO ALWAYS BE ABLE TO SAY GOODBYE
IT’S LIKE WE MEANT NOTHING TOO YOU AT ALL

WERE WITH YOU

For what we see is far from what you wish
We lay the dead to rest
Make way for the butterflies make way for the new beginnings
Were about to start again with an spectacular approach

You take a deep breath and try work out your ways

Wither your here for the good
Or here to be let a stray, taken back to the beginning on bad behavior
Too start all over again as the embarrassing butterflies
Covered in purple and pink poka dots
For what we see is far from what you wish

You go good play a song that singles you out
To the point you wanna
Become someone better then who you are
Make way for the butterflies
Make way for the new beginnings

You’ve lain what you’ve lost to rest only to lead you stronger

Inspired by the minds around you
Hand on shoulder and voices whispering ‘I’m with you
You go good, play a song that singles you out
To the point you wanna become someone better
Then who you are, from that

The crowded from behind you screams
I’m with you

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Just A Little Bit Of You & I By Chloe Rae

U and I are together for a matter of fact

But it’s not at all that easy to bring back the closeness we felt long ago

The crack in the walls ,The slip of the eyes to another man

Gluing down wont stop it from coming back up

Materials are your world I sit and talk too my girls

You just can’t let it go it wasn’t too you

Can’t help but slip up

My life isn’t meant to be kept secret between these four walls

The crack in the walls

The slip of the eyes to another man, gluing down won’t stop it from coming back up

But it’s not at all that easy

To bring back what we once had

The shoulder you cry on has fallen

Thursday, November 19, 2009

OMG YAY

Dont really Post these but Why not right.

Writing to feel those feelings By Chloe Rae


I began writing to feel those feelings you have when you relies you love someone

And you don’t want them too know

But at times you feel like your falling waiting to be woken from a dream

Would explain the broken heart

Tell me what too say

Can’t think right with my head

I see you now middle of May over and done with

Like it meant nothing at all

Why does what I want work its way into my mind

To sound so negative might it be saving me from what it wants?

Poor a glass of cold water couldn’t stop thinking

Should I continue texting considering everything?

I’m saying is only a distraction to what

I’m feeling

Put my phone down grab a pad & pen

Start writing to feel those feelings when you relies you

Love someone

Holly’Smile


I sit and wait for the holly smile you have to come smiling my way

But I knew from the start I wouldn’t be seeing it for a while

Since we moved away I left your smile there by its self

But bravely you kept that holly smile on display

It broke me down, then built me back up

Couldn’t work out what was going on

I knew you were what I needed

But I couldn’t change the way of the world

Id name a street after you so

I could call you my own

And no you were always a place I could call home

I sit and wait for the holly smile

You have to come smiling my way

It just makes me crazy “I can’t sincerely .... Dot Chloe no more

Hoping for a job to lead me further away

When all I want is you at my side

Smiling as always letting me no” your okay

But I knew from the start I wouldn’t be seeing it for a while

Since we moved away I left your smile there by its self

But bravely you kept that holly smile on display

You taught me to think brave when you knew it wasn’t okay to be happy

I can barely think for myself let alone another person


Smiling as always to let me no you’re okay

Keeps my heart flashing the right colors to show you?

How fantastic you are

Just a Minute will do By Chloe Rae


I’m over hearing about this good person

Can’t you just let it be? I’ve tried to let you see me for me

Without my face on, yet you still rather see the fake me

Silent but violent uninterested able me

I write what I have bubbling up inside

Have you read that? No!

Wonder why?

Can scream but what good would that do?

You have changing feelings like water down a stream

Can i scream now? My thoughts are weighing up

Don’t you wanna help me out and finally listen to what I’m about?

Oh your not that thick are you?

Always roaming about dot com’ing until daylight

I write what I have bubbling up inside

You’re the fire inside my heart ‘that keeps the thoughts alive

Please let go remove the fire from my soul

It keeps me wondering

I don’t want to wonder no more

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Goodbye the bay By Chloe Rae

The tattoo of my home on my heart is gone

See me day dreaming

Knock, knock nobody is home

The feelings I had for this place are long gone

Only evidence I still care

Are my friends surrounding bays and views of what was once there?

All at once my tattoo started to drain away

The colour of my cells began to come clear to me

As it just washed away out of my system out of me

Good bye the bay

By the boy in the pictures By Chloe Rae

We see what we wanna see

I have you and me standing on the edge of the sea

Acting like we were three

Feelings of freedom back then are brought too me now

As I go through the photo album

What broke us only what made me stronger?

Can’t have been bad, but surely made me sad for days on end

Brother by the boy in the pictures

not by the way you behave at all

We see what we want too see

but can’t hide from the fact you were happy

The whole time what ever went wrong?

Brother by the boy in the pictures hoping the distance wouldn’t last for ever

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Where we should be, who I’m with By Chloe Rae


I hold my heart where my mouth should be

God kissed my throat and set my spirit free

Yet you still plea

Shine for us

Shine for me

‘Our history places its myths back into me

Lifting my webbed past memories

Breaking knots in family ties

Release the cap to my mind bottled up

Message in a bottle in the ocean

Written only for me

Yet I still can’t’ feel the bright lights coming from within me

Yet you’re never left in the dark around me,

Please say I’m not blinding

I feel inspired surrounded by all of you

Candles in the wind always light

That’s who we are

Sway sway, day after day always edgy but

Bright bold and always pleasingly beautiful

Ill shine for you

And always shine for us

That’s who we are

Bright lights making sure the ones around us

Are never kept in the dark

I love you undone


I don’t always say I love you because it can be said by anyone

But I go by the way your feeling because you’re the only one who’s really feeling it

For our mind power, Sight of our laughter

In the desert some where waiting to be discovered

By the ones whom need no love youse too full them?

With what they thought they might have been missing

But I got by the way your feeling because

You’re the one who’s really feeling it tonight

By Chloe Rae

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Im standing here while my heart is over there

Ready to slide slide away

The hopes id lie awake dreaming are nearly gone

I cant take the pain anymore

Just one heartslide gone wrong

Why isnt anyone caring

Looking busy but very useless

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Affecting By Chloe.rae

That day that moment comes around

Ill makes sure I don’t let it down

Spring into action for my new addiction

Leaving you lonely thinking just a little of 100% Recycled

For another Lonely soul, just waiting to be dialled out to

Find your perfect escape

Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay

Now I’m just not sure

Oh how it’s affecting you

Too see someone so happy without you these days

That day that moment came around

A little too fast for you

Gotta bit weak by the end of our long togetherness relationship

The thought we couldn’t do it anymore

Will we always be together still?

You no

You matter too me always and forever

No matter who comes between us ill always care so much about you

Calling to let you no I’m always here for us

Not about to give us up

Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay

Now I know you are

Leaving you lonely thinking just a little of 100% Recycled

For another Lonely lad, just waiting to be dialled out to

Find your perfect escape

Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay

And I replied me too

Life Alive

I’ve tried my best to keep my life alive

Not afraid to fight the “what ifs’

Not about to turn you down “what if”

With you by my side you keep the feeling of my love alive

No flower is about to die

No building is about to dive down

For were the ones standing

Two feet silently standing on the ground floor of the world we share

I’ve tried my best to hear it all

Even the worst. When all else fails

I herd it go down and bring its self up again

I’ve tried my worst

I’ve tried my last

I’ve tried with all that I’ve had left

To make sure you’d always surround me

Looking up to what excites me

Too looking down to which fails me deeply

Just hope you notice my worst, my last

Even when I’m brought back down to earth for my last words alive

Good Night Land Ships

Change the water I feel like I’m drowning amongst the crowd

While everyone is standing aboard there land ships alive

My mind is wondering about just wondering off

Hope we don’t go down tonight

Tricky tock stop the clock were waiting on the hours

To bring back our feelings I can’t rename my pets after they’ve been buried alive

I suppose you could live without fluffy for another life time

Names die but the pet always stays alive

Change the water I feel like I’m drowning amoungst the crowd

My mind is wondering about just wondering

Hope we don’t go down tonight

No life guards alive to rescue you

While you’re falling deeper in too sleep

Good Night

By Chloe

Drifty

So much soul much so for the bit of wasted Mind

Awarding it of course too you

Showing hearts introducing flowers

Regrets in simple unsigned cards at Christmas

Please don’t make me say what my future hold in store for me

Hiding from

Seeing you move far away

I chose too ignore it and not believe it

Yet every day feels a little distant in the most familiar way

I can’t help but to speak before I think

But some times it’s just right for me

I keep wide awake at night to hear your last words

The night drops cold

Hours slip away slowly

As I relies that today was the day you walked away

So much soul much so for the bit of wasted mind

Awarding it of course too you

My one and only friend

Settle the dreams

The nights about to make the fear of fractures appear

I feel us breaking apart

But keeping together in a sticky together way

I can’t help but to speak before I think

Is that okay

Just hiding from you

From moving away

Before I knew it was receiving cards then flowers

Poisoned by my own words I spoke

Showing hearts introducing flowers

Regrets in simple unsigned cards at Christmas

I can’t fight the thought of ignoring it

Because I’m the one who said it

So long goodbye

Friday, October 23, 2009

Why the just

The thoughts in my head are just writing out faster

My hands on down time what ever went wrong?

Thinking its all going good, then going going now gone

I know you’ve been through your times

The amount of times i tried cant you see the times im seeing

The ones which wont move out of the way from being right in front of me

The thoughts in my head are just writing out faster

Hear them speak lead me to say

Why why

See me all escaped with no where to go

You cant speak ‘ but what makes you think im gonna hear you

Escape why why why

The thoughts split the time right down

Half past couldnt care less yet your still here

The ones which wont move out of the way from being right in front of m e

Why why

The thoughts in my head are just writing out faster

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Break Away

Broken down. one way road off too see my dreams
Don’t make me out to be the one in between
I’ve seen & herd it all

Mostly in the silent sounds of night
You use to crash and bring it down

Bit by bit heartless and never sorry
Talk about confusing
Our story never gets easy

Living to break away

Can’t make it seem easy
Living it makes it that much harder
Standing alone im a solo fighter

Broken down ,one way road
Off too see my dreams
don’t make me out to be the one in between
I’ve seen & herd it all

My mind isn’t made up on what ive seen
I hope your in for a fight because
Im not about to bring my dreams down

Our story never gets easy
Living to Break away

World

Nothings gonna stop me from wishing you the bestest
But
Nothings gonna stop you from being so self-centred
With you in the bubble / Birds in the tree
feel the whispers everywhere
With you their and me here
But
Nothings gonna stop me from wishing you the bestest
But
Nothings gonna stop you from being so self-centred
Beware Gravity doesn’t bring you down to earth
Cause we surely cant make you see
Nothings gonna stop me from wishing you the bestest
On your very first day
Welcome to the world

By Chloe Rae

Silence

The silence that hangs over the door
Over the halo above you

I no what you could be thinking and no better then to help you
The silence is catching

Hear over the hills the ocean waves are crashing
Morning will soon be coming

The silence that hangs over the door
Over the halo above you
Just moments ago I herd peep
There it goes again back to the way it were
Back too the moment where we weren’t seen before ten am





In My Surroundings

My surroundings are slowly falling
Breaking in their own ways
Ain’t no way Im making my confessions today?
Just learnt to wipe the tears away

Sit down
Thoughts of mine need to be said aloud
A silver sparkle of a distant cow bell

I never saw a future in front of me
Before like I do now
I never knew someone could be cared for as I do now

Knowing moving forward is a foot impression
For the following crowd

My surroundings are building their way up
To brighter days

Monday, September 14, 2009

See You

I see you
I cant wait too miss you
The joy is over exciting
No thrill can put on a smile like I do
Cant bring on the feeling im having now

You were there from the day I realised the eyes
Im seeing through are my own
Of my own control

You stand more too me then
Anyone else I know who breathes

I thought when they were floating they were
Just resting till
they were disintegrating

I see you
I cant wait too miss you
The joy is over exciting
No thrill can put on a smile like I do
Cant bring on the feeling im having now

I could dream of something more
Live with something I don’t want
Think of things that isn’t me
Make risks which dig holes in the ground

Take time to feel my heart to make sure im still human
I see you
I cant wait too miss you
The joy is over exciting
No thrill can put on a smile like I do

By Chloe Rae

Little Girl

Hey little girl
You’re the one
You’re the one

Remember the time you said oh come along we cant walk the streets
Our feet will soon be burning the lotion is lost
See you soon im not burning up on the streets

Hey little girl
You’re the one
You’re the one

Who made me STOP?
By the way that was you
Told me the stars at night don’t have time to think twice
The moon is there to protect them ‘in case of day light
They shine bright just for you

Hey little girl, little girl
You’re the one
You’re the one

Brought me up when I was floating
Struggled your way to the top just to bring me down
The time I didn’t remember my happy place

You Brought me back too the middle
you changed the way of my heart
For trying and achieving

Hey little girl, little girl
You’re the one
You’re the one

The day it rains
smile to put the light back into the sun

Hey little girl
You’re my only one

By Chloe Rae


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