Friday, May 28, 2010
paths would be crossed,Changes were made
but theres no way id ever not answer you
here's too the way we were
why don't you understand
i go side ways and befriend my friends'
up every single night trying too untangle tragic incidents
which seem too always revolve around me
i could sneak away too go slide aways alone
but i like that someone
i could see it by the way you see the world
not one too be taken by the hand
talks of leaving school
the ditching you've done should be berried
why don't you understand
i go side ways and befriend my friends
up every single night trying too untangle tragic incidents
let them say stuff I'm not gonna back them up on it
here you go ditching everything which revolves around us
how much longer do i have too rely on my past?
i see the way you see and understand me
I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm fine
i say it all the time cause its true it
isn't an excuse
your the one living with the problem
don't let it out too revolve around me
i could see it by the way you see the world
I'm living my life just fine " as i say all the time
its not set out nor planned
I'm too old for a fake I.D
how worse could it get after all
its not about me
i couldn't change identity but i could change the situation you keep putting me under
where did it go wrong
i see the way you see the world yet
i just let you stay that way
too make me feel better for your sake
Thursday, May 27, 2010
That One Day
explains the welts of the belts you hear me hitting my head against the wall
only time before i fall
then it happens all over again
you repeat your self like a old women over seventy yet your violently louder
why why why
dont you care
see me running red
sacrifise i made for you until my life turned blue
yet i stay pretend everythings okay
its like im living in two seprate worlds
theres no excuse for this silent abusie
you've got me running anger explains the welts
what ever went wrong
but but
that day you came home
spread the word of happiness and laughter
i thought for once everything was okay
but i bit my tounge and knew this wasnt gonna last in fun
you've got me running anger explains the welts
but but that day you came home
spread the word
of happiiness and laughter
for once i thought it was all over
even though these welts are all in Invisble
explain too me why nobody else can see them
and im the only one who can feel them
im running around living in pain
where did i ever go wrong
but but
that one day
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Times Have Changed by chloe
Some day ill break away spread my arms out wide observe all the negativity that
Has come over me smile turn it all too positivity for this isn’t the last day
I could leave drive away would you relies I don’t think so
Times have changed, Changed
The smile I wear is fake
Like other labels out there
You have me wrapped around your finger like a mother to their child
Break free walk out into this world completely
Emptied from unhonest love
Who am I too blame the way we built up such mistrust?
How did we get so lazy one day crazily mismatched and happy
Now were ignoring each others ques like someone I don’t know
I check you in the rear view mirror as someone I wouldn’t wanna know
Some day ill break away sounds like a jail brake
One day you wake up and know
Times have changed, Changed
Now I feel you’re someone I don’t know
I don’t want Questions
I don’t want negativity
I don’t want fake
I want the you before you changed’ (Too much to ask?)
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Strength to break a heart ..........By Chloe Rae
Wondering if your at home alone” without her
If it’s a no it’s only gonna break my heart
I sit around and wonder
I sit around and wonder why?
You didn’t let me know
Were not ones for surprises but this times it’s no simple secret
You have me thinking further into things then it properly is
But I left messages that you won’t reply too
Strength to break a heart is what it read
I don’t know how long I can keep on trying
Are you alone, are you home
The stalker inside me needs to know
I might sound crazy but I don’t want a broken heart
You go off and do what you got to do and hope I don’t know
I go off I just end up staring thinking about what we had together
I remember when we use to be happy
Throwing things around saying things that put people down
Into the ground of a world of our own Alice stood no chance cause
We were more imaginational then she were
But I see your more than happy with her
Am I meant to hang around and wait till you’re over her?
I feel like I’m the back up plan
I’m split into two to please you and I’m confused who I’m meant to play
On one hand I’m so glad for you too be happy on the other hand it’s killing me knowing I’m not the one who’s with you
I’m spilt between two worlds’ and its driving me crazy
Am I meant to hang around and wait till you’re over her?
I sit around and wonder
I sit around and wonder why?
I beg for strength for you too receive my last message off all saying how much
I truly love you
I hope you one day receive it from me, after all
Saturday, March 27, 2010
My Door by Chloe Rae
You appear to me
Every time I’m feeling so low
You walk through the door
Tell me everything will be alright don’t worry then you leave
I’m getting the message clearly but why do you leave? You came too see me after all
Believe me when I say I’m happy I wanted you to know that
I attend my day like any other “the thought of seeing you again always run through me “Yeah”
You give me hope mixed with patience different combination but I make it work
Every night in my dream I feel the door swing wide open
You appear to me
When you walk out that door my heart is on my sleeve and I try to focus on being happy
Its hard too believe me
I fall asleep hoping I see you there I search through every memory I have stored “
I can’t find you
I try
The harder I try the more it seems to move away
I attend my day like any other “the thought of seeing you again always run through me “Yeah”
Every so often in my dream I feel the door swing wide open
You appear to me
Tell me everything will be alright don’t worry then you leave
I’m getting the message clearly, but why do you leave? You came too see me after all
Believe me when I say I’m happy I wanted you to know that
Before you walk on out that door
I bet your star is the one with the wings’ By Chloe Rae
We can travel the world landing to find what makes you better
I thought I knew what was best for you, Living life so freely
I’m sorry I was a little misguided but we are alright now
Once again “I’m living my happy ending the dreams which you seem almost always to forget about
But I’m living in them so it’s never over
Every night I’m looking out for that star
The moon separates us all from making too much harm happen to everyone
The stars are just the reflection of people’s dreams coming true
No need to cover your eyes’ let the stars shine bright
I can see how much you desire
The thought of making you happy “away go the feelings of not doing something right
Every night I’m looking out for that star inspired by you
Were living our dream surrounded by those above us
We could never be alone
I bet your star is the one with the wings’ it’s gonna go far
I’m sorry I was a little misguided but we are alright now
Once again “I’m living my happy ending the dreams which you seem almost always to forget about
But I’m living in them so it’s never over
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Hear Your Own Voice by Chloe"rae
We aren’t the same but spaces keep us together
You mean nothing to me at all but somewhere inside me says it’s not time to let go (I really don’t Know) iv written about the spaces of places I have myself wondering, but all I know is your apart of what I’m creating and I rather have you, then tempt to fake it
The roses are red everyone knows’ it’s almost a cliché (How’s spring going for everyone)
Not everyone can say the same, but roses seem red to everyone
Sleeping to create a project to save everyone
From there own selves (that’s not fun for anyone)
Iv’ so far created a monster that’s slashing my secret places
Why won’t you skip a day of what you do and full in my blank spaces?’
I know nothing I can do can stop you from falling
Here we go” there you leave
Not even a single “goodbye wave out the window like a harmonica
Sleeping to create a project to protect
To save to stand up and say I’m here for everyone
I’m here spacing out you’re sitting on the side lines missing another one out
We aren’t the same but spaces keep us together
You mean nothing to me at all
But some where inside me says it’s not time to let go (I really don’t know)
I’ve written about the spaces of places I have myself
Wondering, but all I know is your apart of what
I’m creating and I rather have you then tempt to fake it
I know it means nothing too you
But please don’t miss this one out by not helping me
Help me help you
Be apart of something which could make you grow
Sleeping to create a project to protect
To save to stand up and say I’m here for everyone
Greed could take over at some stage but as long as you know
You’re not going to miss this one out
Hear your own voice
My Life & You by Chloe'rae
Waiting to hear from you a call from you
It’s raining on the block I grew up on
But the sun shines right here for me
Make the days I knew smile’ like the way you have me going
I wish you knew what I feel
Because what we have could make sense into something real
Surprises” will surprise you
Feelings will forever hurt you
I can make wishes you can make jesters
But why won’t we just pray to god for something new
I’m not the hand to hand silent prayer either
But id do almost anything for you to wake up and see this is real
That one morning I wanna wake up beside you passes my mind every morning
That night I have bad dreams’ you’ll be beside me
My dreams my wishes
My hopes my feelings
I won’t them all to come real
And feel real
My life & you
♥ LOVE Letter by Chloe rae
My heart was put on paper for the first time
I was seeing our romance was more then real
I write the ways you crack me up and I’m the one that leaked it now! (It’s out there)
But I’m the only one who can hold your hand
My heart was put to paper for the first time like the last time you said my name my heart way
partying hard like a handover on the fricking weekend
You told me right from the start I was different but you seemed to like it
Let it bother the jealous lot were no secret, I’m the type of mess to write you a love letter
But your the type of crush to scream out I love you in front of every xoxox
Saturday, February 13, 2010
More about Me……By Chloe Rae
Every now and again I try to convince myself otherwise
But I can no longer play it unruffled
I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
I run circles around my own mischief “trying to convince myself other wise
But
It just brings me down
Enjoy being by myself without in the flesh being alone
I couldn’t live without laughter in my surroundings
Imagine what would happen if dreams came true
Dream creations were a living reel ‘On the reels of the moving life
I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
I’m never motivated just keen to get something done, the interest could slip
From beneath me and be over and done
This is where you come in and complain
I find it entertaining WA WA WA
How don’t you find this fun?
I love the beach in the rain or the roast
The shells I find, I keep them in a box with the rubdown of the hours of daylight
It’s just a cloak and dagger I keep myself company with i know myself
I no how to make myself commendable mixed with repulsive
Stir the pot to my temperaments and you’ll
Retrieve a scandalous divine alluring texture
I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
I run circles around my own mischief “trying to convince myself other wise
But it just brings me down
The tears alone make the roof of my heart collapse
I’m just never prepared for the heroic emotion that’s taken control of me
Laughter in my surroundings always makes something unease vanish in high spirits
This is where you come in and complain
I find it entertaining WA WA WA
How don’t you find this fun?
I think it’s odd when you know more about me then I know myself
But you don’t’ no things about me you haven’t seen
I find that thrilling
The Stinging Tear By Chloe Rae
Let the curtain in this wave close us in for the limelight is tightening our wrist of uncertainly ’
I could be a sinking mermaid’ in a flushed out ocean
You could be the first fish to die self armed
“But what could I have done about it?
Danny, thunder is thudding the thoughts I had running in and out of my mind
Yet seem so excited over nothing
Take it too the bath “the weather is craving me cooler
I don’t’ know where I’m from” but I’m found where I am
Don’t let the bazaar disintegrate
Picture the phone barking, you yelling ‘throwing my mobile Crazy maybe?
But definitely sidetracking enough Sadie
Build a bridge over tears “erosion of the pacific ocean
Slitting the throats of untold lies” the only indecency seen is the laughter hidden between
Why it was not told
The games you once played are long gone / but what could I have done about it?
Yet seem so excited over nothing
Let the curtain in this wave close us in for the limelight is tightening our wrist of uncertainly ’
Sadie put the thoughts into the right pieces and set the frustration running high
Over nothing
Over nothing
Over nothing
Friday, February 5, 2010
Worst date of Feb.
Worst date of Feb seemed to end it all
Funny thing, I believe everything you say about me, (losing you)
I’m silent but violent
You’re the type to keep quiet till the silence is overcome
I think it’s funny when I have fish swimming around my head
Felt things I’m never going to forget
Said things I’m never going to regret
You say get serious but I don’t want to think straight
Which makes everything I do some sort of mistake
If I’m over you “you were over me so long ago”
No comebacks in saying I’m sorry
How more serious can one person get
Living life hearing how others overcome there
Situations and learn to forget
I guess my imagination brings pain
The gold fish ain’t to blame
Funny thing I believe everything you said
I’m not controlled (Never will be)
I’m not out looking for my share in gold
I’m just happy the way I am
Won’t come running back saying I’m sorry
Even if we split on the worst date of Feb
Felt things I’m never going to forget
Said things I’m never going to regret
We had the ups on the run of things
Now our downs are not any blaming game
February opened in bad behavior ‘ill’ live you’ll survive
Were our own worst enemy, Can’t say I’m sorry
We dated February and both lost
By Chloe Rae
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
But Its Okay By Chloe
But it’s Okay!
I’m only fooling myself
The real world starts on the floor and I’m not about to
Land it but its okay!
I’m not heading anywhere
Its 32 degrees in my head, lying underneath the moon
Can’t escape the mood
I’m not about to leave my room
For something far from my imagination
I’m crazy in love haven’t you herd about it
My expressions are exploding
Surprises are arriving
And it’s all because of you
I’m only fooling myself
The real world starts on the floor and I’m not about to land it
But it’s okay
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Defenceless By Chloe
Something provoked to me
And it would start of a little like this
Everything we did
Everything you ever thought you said
Never made it through the gates of my heart especially the part
Where you’d stand and spin the rumours you herd about me right in my face
I’m the girl who sings along to make you drown your self out
You’re the boy who never learnt to establish a better life outside his head
Can’t turn this Mic around when it’s aiming at you
The words you stewed are coming right back at you
I couldn’t write anything unless it was about to prove
That our life together was always about you
Don’t tell me I’m defenceless
Who’s the one that stood up and let you down?
Your life is just a pity playful school girl game
Don’t tell me I’m defenceless
Curtains By Chloe
See the world that doesn’t know what brought you to buying those tissues at 2am
The world has a few problems of its own
Don’t confess that those tears aren’t thoughtful are cared a lot too
By you
Deep inside you no what’s happening is more then real
Unlike before it was only a small warning
Now the condition you’ve been diagnosed
Won’t stop you from suffering, can’t be shoulder to cry on
But it will help with the times you feel down
Tear back the curtains
See the world
Deep inside you no what’s happening is more then real
Yet you feel like doing absolutely nothing
Your rating of suffering stands on ground zero
The world doesn’t know what brought you to buying those tissues
But there’s ones out there That wouldn’t understand what you’re feeling
They’ve been grounded with an unsatisfactory life
Waiting for someone like you to forget their past
wish them a merry Christmas and in reply they wish you a happy new year
and that you have
Blind Fold By Chloe
I FEEL THE AUDIENCE FROM BEHIND ME ARE HOLDING ON
TOO LET LOSE AND CRY
WAS IT WHAT I SAID, I COULD OF SPENT LESSER THEN A WHOLE DAY TRYING TO
EXPRESS MY WAYS
BUT I LEFT MYSELF HANGING OF THE STAGE
CURLED UP BOX SURPRISE ISN’T WHAT
MY HEART WAS ASKING, I KNOW HOW LUCKY I AM
I’M JUST A MILLION MILES AWAY BY DAY
MOST THE TIME YOUR OKAY WITH THE DISTANCE
BUT IT’S BEEN
A WHILE ON YOUR CALENDAR AND ITS GETTING WEAK
SHE SAID THERE WAS TRUTH BETWEEN THE
IMAGINATION WE EACH CREATE BUT I’M FEELING FABLE
WHEN SHE SPEAKS HER MIND
BESIDES WHAT WOULD SHE KNOW?
I JUST WANNA EXPOSE WHAT BLIND FOLDS ME
SURELY FINDING A CURE FOR MY LOVE LIGHT
SHE SPEAKS, YET I CHOICE NOT TO HEAR HER, UNTIL MY TURN IS UP
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Dolls-House
MOTHER, FATHER, BOY & GIRL
CAN’T SAY I’VE SEEN YOU UPSET
CAN’T SAY I’VE SEEN YOUR LIFE MESSY
SEEMS ALWAYS NEATLY ARRANGED
FOUR CHAIRS AND A TABLE, RIGHT NEXT TO A LOUNGE
THEY’RE LIVING LIFE IN A FORM OF A DOLLS-HOUSE
SMALL ENOUGH NOT ABLE TO FIT FIRE
BIG ENOUGH NOT TO OF BEEN MOVED
MOTHER, FATHER, BOY & GIRL
BETWEEN YOUR FOUR WALLS YOU HEAR IT ALL
CAN’T SAY WE’VE SEEN YOUR LIFE MESSY
SEEMS ALWAYS NEATLY ARRANGED
DON’T GET TOO COMFY IN THAT ROOM
WHERE ABOUT TO MOVE YOU
CAUGHT SLEEPING IN THE DARK
LIGHTS ARE ON AND YOU’VE GOT THAT LOOK IN YOUR BLUE SKIED EYES
YOU MAY WANT A NEW LIFE STYLE BUT I DEALT THE CHANGE
THEY’RE LIVING LIFE IN THE FORM OF A DOLLS-HOUSE
AND I CAN’T HELP BUT MOVE THEM
You Looked OMG
YOU’VE ONLY BEEN GONE SINCE THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU
OTHER THEN ALWAYS BEING THERE
WILLING AND ALWAYS CARING TO MOVE RIGHT ON
CAN’T SAY I SAW THIS DAY COMING I’M STILL STUNNED
OMG
BROKEN PIECES ON THE FLOOR
CAN’T WAIT TO PICK UP THE SILENCES OF IT ALL
MANY DAYS WAVING WANDS OF WONDERING
ABOUT THE WAY YOU SEEMED TO ALWAYS BE ABLE TO SAY GOODBYE
IT’S LIKE WE MEANT NOTHING TOO YOU AT ALL
WERE WITH YOU
We lay the dead to rest
Make way for the butterflies make way for the new beginnings
Were about to start again with an spectacular approach
You take a deep breath and try work out your ways
Wither your here for the good
Or here to be let a stray, taken back to the beginning on bad behavior
Too start all over again as the embarrassing butterflies
Covered in purple and pink poka dots
For what we see is far from what you wish
You go good play a song that singles you out
To the point you wanna
Become someone better then who you are
Make way for the butterflies
Make way for the new beginnings
You’ve lain what you’ve lost to rest only to lead you stronger
Inspired by the minds around you
Hand on shoulder and voices whispering ‘I’m with you
You go good, play a song that singles you out
To the point you wanna become someone better
Then who you are, from that
The crowded from behind you screams
I’m with you
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Just A Little Bit Of You & I By Chloe Rae
U and I are together for a matter of fact
But it’s not at all that easy to bring back the closeness we felt long ago
The crack in the walls ,The slip of the eyes to another man
Gluing down wont stop it from coming back up
Materials are your world I sit and talk too my girls
You just can’t let it go it wasn’t too you
Can’t help but slip up
My life isn’t meant to be kept secret between these four walls
The crack in the walls
The slip of the eyes to another man, gluing down won’t stop it from coming back up
But it’s not at all that easy
To bring back what we once had
The shoulder you cry on has fallen
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Writing to feel those feelings By Chloe Rae
I began writing to feel those feelings you have when you relies you love someone
And you don’t want them too know
But at times you feel like your falling waiting to be woken from a dream
Would explain the broken heart
Tell me what too say
Can’t think right with my head
I see you now middle of May over and done with
Like it meant nothing at all
Why does what I want work its way into my mind
To sound so negative might it be saving me from what it wants?
Poor a glass of cold water couldn’t stop thinking
Should I continue texting considering everything?
I’m saying is only a distraction to what
I’m feeling
Put my phone down grab a pad & pen
Start writing to feel those feelings when you relies you
Love someone
Holly’Smile
I sit and wait for the holly smile you have to come smiling my way
But I knew from the start I wouldn’t be seeing it for a while
Since we moved away I left your smile there by its self
But bravely you kept that holly smile on display
It broke me down, then built me back up
Couldn’t work out what was going on
I knew you were what I needed
But I couldn’t change the way of the world
Id name a street after you so
I could call you my own
And no you were always a place I could call home
I sit and wait for the holly smile
You have to come smiling my way
It just makes me crazy “I can’t sincerely .... Dot Chloe no more
Hoping for a job to lead me further away
When all I want is you at my side
Smiling as always letting me no” your okay
But I knew from the start I wouldn’t be seeing it for a while
Since we moved away I left your smile there by its self
But bravely you kept that holly smile on display
You taught me to think brave when you knew it wasn’t okay to be happy
I can barely think for myself let alone another person
Smiling as always to let me no you’re okay
Keeps my heart flashing the right colors to show you?
How fantastic you are
Just a Minute will do By Chloe Rae
I’m over hearing about this good person
Can’t you just let it be? I’ve tried to let you see me for me
Without my face on, yet you still rather see the fake me
Silent but violent uninterested able me
I write what I have bubbling up inside
Have you read that? No!
Wonder why?
Can scream but what good would that do?
You have changing feelings like water down a stream
Can i scream now? My thoughts are weighing up
Don’t you wanna help me out and finally listen to what I’m about?
Oh your not that thick are you?
Always roaming about dot com’ing until daylight
I write what I have bubbling up inside
You’re the fire inside my heart ‘that keeps the thoughts alive
Please let go remove the fire from my soul
It keeps me wondering
I don’t want to wonder no more
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Goodbye the bay By Chloe Rae
The tattoo of my home on my heart is gone
See me day dreaming
Knock, knock nobody is home
The feelings I had for this place are long gone
Only evidence I still care
Are my friends surrounding bays and views of what was once there?
All at once my tattoo started to drain away
The colour of my cells began to come clear to me
As it just washed away out of my system out of me
Good bye the bay
By the boy in the pictures By Chloe Rae
We see what we wanna see
I have you and me standing on the edge of the sea
Acting like we were three
Feelings of freedom back then are brought too me now
As I go through the photo album
What broke us only what made me stronger?
Can’t have been bad, but surely made me sad for days on end
Brother by the boy in the pictures
not by the way you behave at all
We see what we want too see
but can’t hide from the fact you were happy
The whole time what ever went wrong?
Brother by the boy in the pictures hoping the distance wouldn’t last for ever
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Where we should be, who I’m with By Chloe Rae
I hold my heart where my mouth should be
God kissed my throat and set my spirit free
Yet you still plea
Shine for us
Shine for me
‘Our history places its myths back into me
Lifting my webbed past memories
Breaking knots in family ties
Release the cap to my mind bottled up
Message in a bottle in the ocean
Written only for me
Yet I still can’t’ feel the bright lights coming from within me
Yet you’re never left in the dark around me,
Please say I’m not blinding
I feel inspired surrounded by all of you
Candles in the wind always light
That’s who we are
Sway sway, day after day always edgy but
Bright bold and always pleasingly beautiful
Ill shine for you
And always shine for us
That’s who we are
Bright lights making sure the ones around us
Are never kept in the dark
I love you undone
I don’t always say I love you because it can be said by anyone
But I go by the way your feeling because you’re the only one who’s really feeling it
For our mind power, Sight of our laughter
In the desert some where waiting to be discovered
By the ones whom need no love youse too full them?
With what they thought they might have been missing
But I got by the way your feeling because
You’re the one who’s really feeling it tonight
By Chloe Rae
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Affecting By Chloe.rae
That day that moment comes around
Ill makes sure I don’t let it down
Spring into action for my new addiction
Leaving you lonely thinking just a little of 100% Recycled
For another Lonely soul, just waiting to be dialled out to
Find your perfect escape
Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay
Now I’m just not sure
Oh how it’s affecting you
Too see someone so happy without you these days
That day that moment came around
A little too fast for you
Gotta bit weak by the end of our long togetherness relationship
The thought we couldn’t do it anymore
Will we always be together still?
You no
You matter too me always and forever
No matter who comes between us ill always care so much about you
Calling to let you no I’m always here for us
Not about to give us up
Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay
Now I know you are
Leaving you lonely thinking just a little of 100% Recycled
For another Lonely lad, just waiting to be dialled out to
Find your perfect escape
Just moments ago you tweeted to say you were okay
And I replied me too
Life Alive
I’ve tried my best to keep my life alive
Not afraid to fight the “what ifs’
Not about to turn you down “what if”
With you by my side you keep the feeling of my love alive
No flower is about to die
No building is about to dive down
For were the ones standing
Two feet silently standing on the ground floor of the world we share
I’ve tried my best to hear it all
Even the worst. When all else fails
I herd it go down and bring its self up again
I’ve tried my worst
I’ve tried my last
I’ve tried with all that I’ve had left
To make sure you’d always surround me
Looking up to what excites me
Too looking down to which fails me deeply
Just hope you notice my worst, my last
Even when I’m brought back down to earth for my last words alive
Good Night Land Ships
Change the water I feel like I’m drowning amongst the crowd
While everyone is standing aboard there land ships alive
My mind is wondering about just wondering off
Hope we don’t go down tonight
Tricky tock stop the clock were waiting on the hours
To bring back our feelings I can’t rename my pets after they’ve been buried alive
I suppose you could live without fluffy for another life time
Names die but the pet always stays alive
Change the water I feel like I’m drowning amoungst the crowd
My mind is wondering about just wondering
Hope we don’t go down tonight
No life guards alive to rescue you
While you’re falling deeper in too sleep
Good Night
By Chloe
Drifty
So much soul much so for the bit of wasted Mind
Awarding it of course too you
Showing hearts introducing flowers
Regrets in simple unsigned cards at Christmas
Please don’t make me say what my future hold in store for me
Hiding from
Seeing you move far away
I chose too ignore it and not believe it
Yet every day feels a little distant in the most familiar way
I can’t help but to speak before I think
But some times it’s just right for me
I keep wide awake at night to hear your last words
The night drops cold
Hours slip away slowly
As I relies that today was the day you walked away
So much soul much so for the bit of wasted mind
Awarding it of course too you
My one and only friend
Settle the dreams
The nights about to make the fear of fractures appear
I feel us breaking apart
But keeping together in a sticky together way
I can’t help but to speak before I think
Is that okay
Just hiding from you
From moving away
Before I knew it was receiving cards then flowers
Poisoned by my own words I spoke
Showing hearts introducing flowers
Regrets in simple unsigned cards at Christmas
I can’t fight the thought of ignoring it
Because I’m the one who said it
So long goodbye
Friday, October 23, 2009
Why the just
The thoughts in my head are just writing out faster
My hands on down time what ever went wrong?
Thinking its all going good, then going going now gone
I know you’ve been through your times
The amount of times i tried cant you see the times im seeing
The ones which wont move out of the way from being right in front of me
The thoughts in my head are just writing out faster
Hear them speak lead me to say
Why why
See me all escaped with no where to go
You cant speak ‘ but what makes you think im gonna hear you
Escape why why why
The thoughts split the time right down
Half past couldnt care less yet your still here
The ones which wont move out of the way from being right in front of m e
Why why
The thoughts in my head are just writing out faster
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