Monday, September 14, 2009

Down to a Tee

You mean the world too me
I barely have enough slash energy
pit less emotions too
convince you of the
butterflies and bright Sundays
smiles you leave me

Sitting back cuddled up by the fire
You made me feel free so easily
Run over the sand waves
Our imagination had the ocean
as our own private location
Strip down to a Tee
Scream & Shout around

You always said it was okay
You never let us feel left out
Lead us to take centre stage
Without feeling afraid

You mean the world too me
I barely have enough time to shout it out
But I could sing it aloud

I want the world to hear
What im feeling
Im the one in the ocean who isn’t drowning

You always said it was okay
You never let us feel left out
Lead us to take centre stage
Without feeling afraid

Strip down to a Tee, scream you mean the world too me


By Chloe Rae








Sunday, September 13, 2009

Cant steam Sadness

CCan’t steam away the tears you hold over me
All through the day I stop, stare think of you
Remove my memories from losing hope
Surrounded by colourful souls of individual memories

I couldn’t wait a single day
To be reminded of how you made me smile
Reminded of what was taken in my memorabile fortune

Like a cloth on flames
A stream of cotton steadily still
Just bright and colourful

All through the day I stop, stare think of you
You’re the inspiration for keeping my
Imagination full

Take me back too that hill
Watch the leave fall
Uncover the names’
Edward Paul

Spin it around
Around


See the day we let you drift away
Feel the pain of the moment you slipped away

Like a cloth on flames
A stream of cotton steadily still

Wont/cant forget the day
Let the breeze carry you

Away………….


By Chloe



Split minded sleepers

Split minded sleepers
Wide awake in a 1am world
Love hearts with blood cells
Reaching gloves waving up above like married doves
Living life through the images of tentacles coming after me

Lose a shoe sail set for the sea
We ain’t about to turn around
Stay a drift well hung below the moon and surrounding stars

Drop from the weakness of our knees
Music from our waist keeps us swaying
Safely Home


1am wont keep me awake before the flowers burn from a loving heart

Split minded sleepers always find there way to drift apart

plan a escape with me 1am is a place to start


By Chloe Rae

Own Ways


Letter to myself asking for advice for my so called friend
The bridge we built just dropped to the ground

I like you way better when your not like me
and don’t act like them
Ill find away to listen through too your
heart by playing
The type of music that splits us apart

Never thought it would come easy nor that little bit too hard
Those days from calling me crazy are over breaking open a whole new day

Letter to myself asking for advice for my so called friend

That bridge we built together doesn’t stand another chance over me

Never thought it would come easy nor that little bit too hard

I like you way better when your not like me and don’t act like them

Write that letter ill find my own way


By Chloe,Rae

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Xray

The nights on the lay low
Unfortunately my family ain’t a saint with halos
Im tired of not sleeping in
But I can see now where to begin
Like x-rays I can see right through you

Bring on the heavens of a brand
New morning with new behaviours
Take the risks of asking for some sort of favour
But I can see now where to begin
Like x-rays I can see right through you

Take a closer look notice the difference
It happens to be the fracture’s
Aching the family too crack

The nights on the lay low
Headlines flash across the horizon of headlines in the morning paper
Good morning new behaviour
no need too ask for that favour
I see a hard days work visited by a pay check later
See you walking the extra mile
I can see now where to begin

The nights on the lay low
Unfortunately my family ain’t a saint with halos
Im tired of not sleeping in
But I can see now where to begin
Like x-rays I can see right through you

Take a closer look notice the difference
It happens to be the fractures
Aching the family too crack


Bring on the heavens of a brand
New morning with new behaviours
Take the risks of asking for some sort of favour
But I can see now where to begin
Like x-rays I can see right through you


By Chloe

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Branched Out


It was October Nineteen ninety nine another plan day in primary
But this day was unlike any other, I meet this girl by the slide
She threw bark N things for a way to make friends weird as it seems
I believed her ‘she’d become my swim partner then sooner my best friend
Sitting outside the clinic playing in a old tree singing and playing
Became a fan site after a short while

Kids got married in the tree of hopes & dreams
Till one day my dad came too school and told me it was time to go
Grabbed my bags and things never to return again

Two thousand Went to a new school with no slides just poles
And a few swinging things

Meet some nice kids in a while became good friends with them
They were older then me and left for intermediate without me

Making new friends again in the year to follow
Friended the crazy ones, scary ones, creepy ones, weird ones
Every category was filled I hadn’t a care in the world
Who I was friends with

Two thousand and two went too a new school so uncool closer to my old school then once before
But this time I knew the kids from the old school
We’d break the rules to make our own ones
Wag classes to hang out under the trees
Id meet up with my mate from primary
Who’d come to borrow the facilities
Great fun everyone began to know each other

Even skipped school to go buy candy

Two thousand and fours started High school
New faces but same old game ‘these kids were all from my first primary
Little bit of catching up too do’
Ain’t fun when the sun changes and friends turn out not to be the same
Lost a few but gained a handful
I yet again friended the weird ones but the loved ones

Everyone from primary was yet together again
Yet not under the tree but by the
(No water supplied) drinking fountain

Year nine was a great year lots of fun,
Like nineteen ninety nine again
Lucky for second chances,
Soon the year was coming to a end
We were in for a split up again
year ten came around the coroner and the kids were no where too be seen
Some left the town for a better life to fitful their dreams


But my ones & onlys were still there ‘so it was ok
Soon the dice started to role and life’s started to change
Moving countries started a
Favourite fashion for a while “keep in touch”

Two thousand and eight moved again
Australia was on the horizon
I left the ones who left me
But wished we stayed in for the final song

Started new school again what a dilemma so much of a drama
“Last year of high school “so not a big deal
Same old stories different appeal


School formal came around ‘worst & last ever ‘even the city cried
Rained the night away

But the year was so much fun
Horticulture & photography
Turned out to be fun

Only thing that’s on my mind
Where are you now?
Im still standing here waiting for the date to come around
Ain’t a day till the day we decided to sing?

Ill be waiting, you’ll be dating
The time where we can all meet up
See you at the tree which branched us out
For a successful future


By Chloe Rae'






Shutter yourself


People sit and stare
Grow up to become unpopular
Just the kind to always have something on their minds

There isn’t a moment where they aren’t there
We’d be doing our own thing and they appear

Till the day grass turns gold and clouds look a little bit sweeter
Ill be hiding out hoping to figure out what the followers are on about?

From a late night show too morning paper
And there we go
Sitting over the road like they aren’t there
Ain’t no cloak going to hide these thoughts in their minds

Flash flash shutter sounds everywhere
doesn’t anyone care that if I trip over and lose my crown
Front paper next day

my best beat has my heart on the rerun
Oh what a good night

People sit and stare
Grow up to become unpopular
Just the kind to always have something on their minds

Till the day grass turns gold and clouds look a little bit sweeter
Ill be hiding out hoping to figure out what the followers are on about

Flash flash shutter sounds everywhere





By Chloe Rae


Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Unlocked Tonight"

Everything makes it better when’ you’ve answered the questions right
We spill the gossip in the death of the night
Ill answer your words if I never have to listen through yours

I felt a moment pass where I left the key to
My secret life open you had a chance
But you left it

The world around us feels so closed in
Is there a way for me to believe in ‘what’s around us

You lost the imagination before you could relies it was even there
Now you expect me to live a life “ Unbelieved totally unfair

I felt a moment pass where I left the key to my secret life open
You had a chance but you left it

One in a million and I befriended it

Everything makes it better when you’ve answered the questions right
Ill wait for you tonight to say the final Good Night

By Chloe' Rae


Drowning Day

I've had it up to a flying tide
Ain’t no wave going to wash it away?
Give a lot too lose a little (then a lot)

Forever making sense of what’s in my mind
Only finding it down the drain after one night
Bring the circus together be clear
There isn’t a mile im walking to make you mine?

I’ve had it up to a flying tide
Ain’t no wave going to wash it away?

Spreading rumours to make sense
Hinting to find the gold of genies
Rolling eyes

staying close too change the colour of your mood ring
Friendship is just another painkiller aka easy overdose
See the clouds in the sky tonight

Flying first site of day ain’t no way im turning around
All that I see, all that you’ve wanted me too be
Isn’t what im seeing

im seeing me, them “on the runway track?
Hoping to make it home in time before
The hours disappear in the desperate flickers of today

I’ve had it up to a flying tide
Ain’t no wave going to wash it away

Give me air to breathe
im taking the wave in this tide today
Drown me in my own grief silently so they wont hear

Ain’t no ring gonna change the mood
Ain’t no sign gonna change this blessing

By Chloe Rae

Monday, July 27, 2009

P.E.A.C.E

I left the city for freedom
Im finally living my way
The times I’ve wasted
The way I went about it

P.E.A.C.E give me back my freedom
Ill wave down the locals ask them to take me
Back to the places which brought me down

Will I ever get a proper answer?
My phones on Emergency only
I feel the way I breathe is harder living away from
The memories of you

I left the city for freedom
Im finally living my way
The times I’ve wasted
The way I went about it

P.E.A.C.E just wasn’t the answer

I left the city for freedom
Now im tried and lonely
The silence is dragging me down

Will I ever get a proper answer?
My phones on Emergency only
I feel the way I breathe is harder

P.E.A.C.E just wasn’t the answer



Sunday, July 26, 2009

Echo bird/ fairytale of mine

I remember it like yesterday
The whispers were weak / times you cried
I’ve got it written down like the barrel to the neighbour’s gun
Standing upright reaching up my arm


Once upon a wasted fairytale
The twist of the matter got lost
Before the gun shots flew
Everything you said just left the
Good side of you


Will I remember yesterday or even today?
I can’t change the moment
The whispers were weak
Skin deep still

Once upon a wasted fairytale
The twist of the matter got lost
Before the gun shots flew
Everything you said just left the
Good side of you

The people around you
Saw it coming from afar
You still don’t realise how lucky you are

Everything you said just left the good side of you
No wasting time on empty words
Said nor herd
Too many times life stood still

By Chloe Rae.




Saturday, July 25, 2009

Saving Fall

I can count the waves in the oceans
But tears won’t resist
running Away from me /Circle the tide down
Maybe one day you could come back
see the village for what it was
best at

For today I can only fly
One day ill drop so low
End up Suffering
But until that day ill only dive
When im
Brave enough to save my fall

I can count the waves in the ocean
But tears won’t resist
save me standing on the rock screaming your name
While you’re waiting for my call via telephone

The tears won’t resist running
Away from me /Circle the tide away
Shining down the afternoon, the Moon
Changing faith till tears drops fall
& stop circling my name

For today I can only fly
One day ill drop so low
End up Suffering
But until that day ill only dive
When im
Brave enough to save my fall







Thursday, July 23, 2009

Without Me


Be the me who isn’t the actual me
Be the dreamer without me

Im over coming motivation
From ever preventing a change
In my hands thoughts & mind

Counting the nerves in my eye socket
Keeping my mind occupied
Ain’t I clever

Defining rebalances
im a slinky on a empty highway
Heading the wrong way

Be the me who isn’t the actual me
Be the dreamer without me

Applause for a while
Id raid the wards for lose teeth today
Cleaning up the mess the man
him self left me

Geeze god behave

Willing to forget the troubles
Once, had a hard time with hayfever
Im over coming motivation

From ever preventing a change
In my hands thoughts & mind

Be the me who isn’t the actual me
Be the dreamer without me

By Chloe

Story of us all

The cats at home sitting next to the stale Stuff
you call healthy makes me want to barf actually
Systems on the get go “ and blow out
A no show you cancelled out for the Oh Noes

Revive the sacrifice you once had for another
Lift of in zero before you cause a fire

3.2.1. Zero
Your fading out from ever
Becoming a Actual hero
Oh what a bummer

Call for surveillance on catching
The curls’ growing out any faster

The stats are up while the sun is going down
Systems on the get go and blow out
A no show you cancelled out for the Oh Noes

3.2.1.Zero
Your fading out from ever
becoming a actual hero
Oh what a bummer


Pick up the ashes of one another
Before you know it you’ll be the one burning out
Like rubber




T.T.C.P.

Tongue tied calming pleasure
I hope you lose the game
Im living life ,taken advantage of the enemy
Lead the way for it all to end

You think you know me

All the times I spent standing by you
Our moment never meet the criteria
you had planned inside
Some how you lead wrong

I couldn’t wait till the day
To wish the moon away

Tongue tied calming pleasure
I hope you lose it
I hope we split up

Im going crazy on the down down
Your spinning happily on the right round

A bird has no past yet its forever house broken
Flying freely beneath dilemma

You think you know me
But your having trouble keeping the passion so strong

Tongue tied calming pleasure
How could I ever tell you
How I feel when you wont ever feel the pain

A bird has no past after
The Humming sound stops

I couldn’t wait till the day
To wish the moon away




Monday, July 6, 2009

Don't Be

Don’t be the loser who tumbles over
Pick up the pace and start over

I know you’ve had it hard
It can’t of been that bad
The worlds a place for one timers

Don’t move away to get away from the things
Which made you mad

Don’t be the loser who tumbles over
Pick up the pace and start over

The ones which became failures “achieve “
The ones which thought they were achievers “fail “

Tie down the laces to another skipping heart beat
Every day isn’t the same
It has a different fever
A different reason
Different reaction every day


Hiding from the ones that hate on you
Being there for the ones who don’t know you
This worlds a uneven coin toss
Your in it to lose
Not by the way you chose


Just don’t be
Just don’t be

The person they want you to be
People become days’ many with a fever a reason and
Different reactions every day


Just don’t be












Heart Apart

The other night you had me holding your heart’
Since the day you fell far from being put apart

Every day you scream the laughter you once had away
I couldn’t see the bright side to such a dark heart

The other night you had me holding your heart
Since the day you fell far from being put apart

He wanted more; you could barely fit in a reaction
Barely escaped finding the door
Things have been going good for so long
How did you not know this was?

Appearing

I could see the way you loved him
Became a part of him

I herd the way he spoke about you
You are his world

You walked out and ran
Onto the street you meet
In the early days

He wanted more; you could barely escape finding the door
Take in the air you once shared
Since the day you fell far from being put apart

Later on you’ve got to try
Tell him why

Give him the get up and go Serrano
Let him map out -Figure out
What kept you from turning this way?

The other night you had me holding your heart’
Since the day you fell far from being put apart


By Chloe Rae



Wednesday, July 1, 2009

The Day That Were Pt 1 By Chloe Rae

Many days have me wondering why would I be considered the best of the worst sentence makers
In our state oh well’ it’s a achievement to tell the grandkids one day , Mum was forever decrypting my speech it wasn’t that I never knew how to speak properly or didn’t get a proper education none of that, it was just that I seemed to always over excite myself when it came to speaking , like telling you the kitty litter needed changing could come across as a seven year old girl getting her first bike without training wheels and screaming with hype that she can now become one of the older kids , mum slowly began to wonder how I’d go along in life with such a act up my sleave , my grandmother rose always said my real father was a auctioneer and must of screamed it into me , mum still insists till this day that he wasn’t a auctioneer far from it in fact anything but being indefinite. Grandmother rose was one of fourteen children silly thinking that she is the youngest believe it or not she is the oldest female I know ,if only the others were alive to tell me there memories or even there mistakes or something which could some what entertain me as much as grandmother rose , my mother runs a home in which people who travel abroad stay on there vacations in a matter of speaking I’ve never in my life been able to go on a vacation mother says if people take vacations to come here’ then every day for me is a vacation I truly don’t understand where she is coming from but I know where she’s been so I take her advice one ear at a time , we live of a lake, sadly they’ve never named the lake due to the fact it were to be named after one of grandmother rose’s oldest brothers Elf but since he committed a few murders before he was sentence to death they decided it wasn’t a way to go, grandmother rose still believes Elf had nothing to do with the murders in July 1976 but evidence says other wise he eventually died in the prison we visited him a few times when I was a baby I don’t really remember it , but mum likes to remind me so that I don’t forget my past or present at times. Like last week in school I was to do a speech on my mother and as the interduction I announced her as a Maid as the teacher has suggested she was , but mother got snotty nosed and interrupted and rephrased her job title , I still can’t remember what it was but believe me it was rather long three words in fact and all of which I’ve never herd of before nor have id herd her say them, any ways mum then pulled me out of school because of the teacher naming mums job profession as a maid.
Mum was a little touchy that night walking up and down the hall way talking to her self waving her hands about as if she has a one on one conversation with someone which it was just her. Grandmother rose said for me not to worry about it and to head of to bed in which I did. So following back to before then im now school less, father less, what else does she want to take from me grandmother rose?

Two days later sadly that was to follow, brought her morning cup of tea in to her and nothing much pail
Skin and purple lips arose to my attention. I was then worried over the fact she hadn’t taken her medication which still sat on the table along side her bed, that wasn’t unlike her so I ran down the stairs towards the cow shed where I knew mum would be there with Lacy our dairy cow, “MOTHER “I cried oh so loudly” SOMTHINGS WRONG “She rushed so quickly she tipped over the bucket of fresh milk we piled our way up the stairs. Mum stood at the door as if she was too afraid to enter I didn’t think twice I ran up to her grab to hand “WAKE UP GRANDMOTHER ROSE “WAKE UP” ITS KAYSEE “mother then entered the room grabbed my arm dragged me towards my bedroom door and told me to sit and wait until she had called the doctor in which I did I sat and waited. It took Dr.Marcus two hours to travel out of town to see grandmother rose he said she has died in her sleep of old age . Old age I thought she was only ninety nine years old she told me people can live over a hundred why couldn’t she become one of the percentage of people which do? I was puzzled over that for months to come surprisingly, Mother planed this very nice funeral for grandmother rose she would have been proud we deck out the whole house in yellow with daisy by her coffin as she asked oh I thought I was in paradise in such a weird situation. Many people turned up to say there goodbyes even a few of my mum’s brothers which left town before I was born and to our surprise I had cousins my age. I was so excited to once again to be able to hang out with children of my own age they were my uncle marks kids he was fortunate to of had twins around the same time mum had me and about the same time he left town” strange that he thought he ought to leave town to have a proper life, as for us we found life in such a small vacation town. They listed they were to stay the whole month of September as if mum had enough on her plate but this was too much, out house was a busy place in September we’d have visitors from everywhere as far as New Zealand and as close as New York city oh the city sounds like a stage show with blinding lights, mother said that if we were to find my father that would be the first place to look or Nevada my world map was split down the centre so I only had half of America on the map and was never able to spot Nevada ,

Please ask at reception

Im missing you but seeing him
Suddenly the worlds a piece of mistake im wasting away

You’ve got the key to escape this heartache
I’ve lost my dignity
Spare me the time on the low down
Im fooling around now

Can’t you put the hand on the time
Where everything was fine

Why wont they get hypnotized
Keep them away from my lovers
keep my haters
Closer to my heart that’s crazy in pain

Im missing you but seeing him
Suddenly the worlds a piece of mistake im wasting away

Please just hand over the key

I need some relief now im heading for a hangover
that’s what I get now

Broken hearted , misguided
Please ask at reception

By Chloe Rae

Sunday, June 28, 2009

The fence of influences

You gave me something which brought
The sky to life

I can see my future in the twilight of
Your eyes

Being with you makes me want to become someone
Better then who I am
With this little drop of poison
We could go far

The path as been misguided
But we wait out the change

The tips of the ice burg are melting
But truth melts

I couldn’t hold out to tell you

I can see the future in the twilight of your eyes
When the morning comes I wake up
When the night comes I grow up

But knowing the magical myths from the moonlight
I control the effect it has coming through my window


By Chloe Rae





lose finger / Kick & Run

Clap your hands to the lose finger hanging in there through the game
Were no success but were here to accomplish

Every one around has the same feeling of comparing there life’s to
A simple kick & run Oh man they wont ever understand

They do as they do as we sit here and say what we don’t mean
Im spinning round in circles of this whole kick & run

I care on the way the world roles I see it differently voluntary

Brace your self for the impact of change
Im lacking out while the world waits

Clap your hands to the lose finger hanging in there through the game
Were no success but were here to accomplish

Waving around the feeling of ever being able to compare your self
To them again oh just continue the sad old story

Everyone around has the same feeling of comparing there life’s to
A simple kick & run oh man they wont ever understand

Sitting on the planet waiting for it too fall

When the morning comes we have to forget it all
Whipping out a whole you platform
Carry on luggage

Ready for a brighter brand new day

Lose finger hanging in there through the game

By Chloe Rae








The world isn’t a shoulder to cry on

Blowing away my missies: But catching up with my aims'
Every moment given is a pleasure to end in pain

Wishing that the world would but wouldn’t
Change to signify the things
Which mean the most?

Ill be lying
Down to take the time out and shout out
What my values are but its ok im hoping to
Figure this one out

The walls around the world are closing in
Limited time before we relies
We have to start over a new generation
To follow us through to the end

Tired of feeling these feelings
Bodies and pieces are working there way out of the world
Which we dug so deep, we were just taking it for a ride

The skies are blue as an insult towards
Warriors which didn’t come through
All the promises we made too you

I’m sorry for the time I’ve shed wasting your time
The rain will follow; drowning its sorrows as
We lie awake wondering about tomorrow

When will the situation stop growing?
When will we work it out how will we grow to figure it out

Missing pieces is just a faze
I have problems as it shows

Blowing away my missies but catching up with my aims'
Every moment given is a pleasure to end in pain


By Chloe

It’s been a while ‘but im still living in the past

It’s been a long time
Since the last time that I thought the same ‘

My past seems to
Follow Me
Shadows around me
Protection by my side through the hard times

Breaking through the person I once were
To whom I’ve become

Yesterday was a teardrop too long
Tomorrow will become my hero
Fields of the new day defrost
From wasted tears

Harmony is calling you through the
Sounds of the birds

Grateful for the presents of them all
Surrounded by the ones who always knew?
The energy to move forward
Never a default
The best of which
Brings out the qualities in you & me

My past seems to follow
Me shadows around me
Protection by my side
Through the hard times

Breaking through the person I once were
To whom I’ve become

Support becomes the vocals
I become the writer
They can only go along with
What is written & no more?

It’s been a long time
Since the last time that I thought the same ‘

The past seems to shadow around me even at hard times
Breaking through the person I once were
To whom I’ve become


By Chloe Rae










Saturday, June 20, 2009

Infection from another by Chloe-Rae

At the end of the day we both be winning

Where could you go where the ideas you had were all of a sudden taken
See him, See her they have all these ideas
Might we be able to borrow a few of your actions (before the night is through?)
You’re looking rather entertained by the blank look you gave me

Don’t be a loser give it up too me
Stare at the wall for a while (it’s priceless)
Attraction for the others
We could commit suicide, Leave the blank wall bloody

Standing in the doorway waiting for your patience
Whose idea was it too comes here?

Get a job before I leave the drive way and hit the highway
Lose the self-control you had wrapped around your middle finger honey

Where’s the nearest oh please tell me “im not a fad but im looking for a way out
Slit my wrists until im wearing my skin thinly
Oh don’t be the one to ask me, I’ll be fine as long as you don’t leave me

At the end of the day we both be winning

Where could you go where the ideas you had were all of a sudden taken
See him, See her they have all these ideas might we be able to borrow a few of your actions?

Paper and pen Im writing out fake notes to get me where I want to go
Oh put your spectacles down before I break them

Who’s the one with fancy pants now?
Im feeling a over ride must restart before
Im restless oh pretty lady

Don’t be a loser give it up too me
Stare at the wall for a while (it’s priceless)
Attraction for the others
We could commit suicide, Leave the blank wall bloody

Leave me before you get what’s coming
Here we are losing control out come the patrol
We didn’t do a thing “tell them’

Oh pretty lady im restless
Don’t be a baby give it up too me

At the end of the day we both be winning

See him, See her







Wednesday, June 17, 2009

You Said Make A Move

"you gave up on me "
what did i do?

your not right
oh the day just blew

i knew all along but couldn't count on my
own mistakes to make a move

why wont you forget what you had coming
I've moved! your frozen go back to Poland

I'm pushing over with the blues
sing harmonised just another
blessing in disguises

You Never Knew

I said too you
"you gave up on me "
what did i do?

your not right
oh the day just blew

i knew all along but couldn't count on
my mistakes to make a move

Its not fair!
counting punch holes of ever knowing

so many nights you have the temperature rising
ice is melting your Poland

beetles on bicycles
wondering where u went
Your so here & there

i thought i knew you
yet again I'm just not right

unfair on the silence
its been hours turning into
Days & Nights

"You gave up on me "
so what did i do

your not right
oh the day just blew
i knew all along but couldn't count on
my own mistakes to make a move

By Chloe Rae



Tuesday, June 16, 2009

An Udeal Emotion Set Free


All the heroes have slowly fallen
all the truth set free

everyone told me to speak my mind
in which
They rolled over with rage
they thought i had
it all in the clear
but i was just waiting for the moment to turn my colours
away from the gray of growing older

silence from a spoiled moment
the rain has finally come
the sun has cleared the thoughts
which were running through my mind


hold back
don't shed a tear for we still
count the moments where we forget
a proper appraisal

early morning grace
face a brighter future
i can feel your emotion i know

your feeling the climb
i know what your going through
pass by my window

Shaking leaves
falling is all they seem to know
blow them from coming through the window
and making home away from home

My fate is in my hands
my story will never end
ill keep pushing forward till
change

pictures hang on the bare coloured walls
and i still think of you

I'll make sure your never forgotten
yet I'm losing vision of a reason why

All the heroes have slowly fallen
all the truth set free

everyone told me to speak my mind
in which i did
They rolled over with rage
they thought
i had it all in the clear
but i was just waiting for the moment to turn my colours
away from the gray of growing older

by Chloe Rae





Way Of Making It So Wrong From Right

We seem not the same as before
I still sleep with the door partly open
Where you no longer need to be ignored

We were spirited and full of life
Where did we lose the patients to set ourselves alight

Holding on to living memories
How come when i look back i never
Knew that it could lead to such pain
You lied to me just to get us through


Be the one to tie hair down after the days through
I tried to keep our lives from going any where
So we could stay ,so well hidden
From the lives we took separate ways

At least were still speaking otherwise we'd be partly broken
Why wont they feel the pain

I'll live knowing you feel the same
Please relax and take it easy isn't
A flight I'm willing to take

I'm landing where its no vacation
That seems so far away

Who was leading us this way
The disappointment I'm feeling i hope its faking
I hope its a dream that doesn't last
Another night of worry
Wishing it all would change
Catch that shooting star flying past my window

We seem not the same as before
I still sleep with the door partly open
Where you no longer need to be ignored

I tried to keep our lives from going any where
So we could stay ,So well hidden
From the lives we took separate ways

By Chloe Rae





Our Yesterday

Yesterday become a hidden secret
Buried within the lies
You've thread for others to wear
So tightly

Trust me your the Oh noes
But
I'll stand and wear the line
as you
Mark it incorrectly

Let me stand and sing whats going around in My head
I can't hold my self down from lifting off and Letting go

The world around us hasn't worn out of Showing us its frown
Be a saint of justice even out the
Unholy grounds

See them for who they are
For they ain't ever going to
Be who you believe

Hit me with your blind spot
I'm never sitting down
Reverse the pain of ever finding
The truth within yesterday

Yesterday ( Arrow N Borrow )
Shoot the unloved with a Arrow
Seal the hope held high
So i can see it at daylight

Strangers on the street stop traffic to break From there silence
To shout and hope they are herd

I guess they didn't see the sunset of yesterday

Tie my laces for a new day is on the rise
I'm still living in yesterday

I said what i said
I'm never gonna change it or forget
Sleep on it and it will still become yesterday'

Yesterday become a hidden secret
Buried within the lies
You've thread for others to wear thin

Trust me your the Oh noes
But
I'll stand and wear the line as you mark it
incorrectly

For that was just
Yesterday

By Chloe

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